was it because of the saying that the grass is greener on the other side? I am not vv sure abt it. but for now, i am still alright, not sure abt it when my core job starts next week. till now there is still no news or instructions for me. i dun quite like the idea of it..
just finish typing the planning doc. maybe they should jus implement things like if u dun upload new and updated versions of working paper, u will be fined 50 bucks. Haha.. cos its simply the case when we see the extra effort needed to retype and re-enter all the nitty gritty stuff. a little waste of time.
next year, we are gg to start e aud. so will it be very much more time consuming? i truly think so. maybe all of us should get a change of laptop to become tablet! then things will be easier. damn, i should have made that wish then with the meteor.
nice fellow peers ard, missed sch a little.
work is work after all.
oh ya, spent a bomb yesterday buying some clothes and accessories. work huh.. no choice leh. this is the message i keep telling myself.
sitex is coming. i wanna have some fun, anyone wanna go to the zoo, night safari, all the possible singapore attractions with me every weekends?
then i will start planning an oversea trip le. not sure with who, but i am sure i will be gg somewhere. *if time permits* and *if my pocket agrees*
been at this new job for quite some time, a month and a half.
and believe it one of us (fellow g2) are leaving..
some people are unhappy..
as for me, i am not vv sure.
here i am at joo koon, far away from home. raining quite badly outside. lunch was sandwiches.
a little tired.
but at least i saw the meteor, not many, but was happy. thankful for the suggestions.
thankful for some friends to be ard w me.
i know the sequence of sentence are screwed up.
guess what, i just lost my memory a second ago. blanked out. and i guessed what, i said shit to myself, and sadly in front of the client. i was really so anxious abt getting some brainwave back into my mind.
damn. real desparate.
i dunno what's wrong with me.
i am feeling too neutral about everything that i fear that i am immuned.
like a robot.
what's wrong or was it jus a little mood swing in the middle of the ever raining week.
tmr marks the start of my permanent job at one of the big4, wondering what will it be like. excited? ehem... ya. worried? yeah! wonder how will the ppl be there like? backstabber ard? probably yes, whenever there are humans ard.. BUT nevertheless i pray hard for nice seniors and managers and of cos, nice fellow team mates. and i pray for good working hrs.. and one day we will be able to claim OT! haha...
yesterday was a bad night, i keep waking up sweating all over, guess i am a little heaty and yup... too much rubbish-hy worries in my little brain. well well, tmr will be a great start i hope. i am like one of the smallest roles in office starting tmr, i wont have much say and even more so when it comes to the control i have over what i wanna do. it will be the situation whereby i will have to slowly make my way up to and work day in day out till where i can bring myself to..
then i tried to work out my expenses and stuf.. wee.. suddenly i realized i cant be really counting up to two digits like i used to. the monthly expenses that i have to keep up to is no longer the one hundred dollars i could survive on ever since jc days. back then, a hundred bucks could last me for a month, and sometimes i could even save 20 dollars out of the hundreds. i could rush home for lunch or dinner and transport is a mere 55cents per trip. i can choose to eat canteen food over hawker or taht hawker food is only 2 dollrs max. however, now its no longer the case. mum told be i will be vv unhappy if i cont to see money as what i am doing now. cos when u work, u have to spend! i mean i know all these but i am a 'stingy pok' when i need to spend on myself. seriously... even my senior back at KLP keep telling me taht the fact that i keep having 20 bucks in my pocket for a working adult will drive u nuts. HAHA..
everything is gonna be a new challenge, a new start and as for my personal life, a very new beginning... hopeing for the best.
my wishlist never ends, now i understand why handbags, clothes, shoes, facial products are women best friends. but first of all..u need money to have those! yup!
kite flying with BOD was fun. so fun that we went back with 8 + 1 kites. -.-
haha..
sch started today for ntu and nus. for once it starts on the same week. BUT the recess week is DIFFERENT. so angry. which means all my plans to meet the guys and girls... are gone. no more trip or chalet. so sad. :(
i miss sch. miss sch all of a sudden.
being alone at KLP is like so sad suddenly. note is KLP, not KP, not KPMG. i am worried i didnt received any letter from KP. hope they get back to me soon.
grad are no fun. work is no fun. its 10 times worst when u hear yr fellow peers working late night from a.m. to a.m. during their first week of work.
need a life.
for eg gg on a trip to the nightsafari... lilliputt... paintballing or watsoever. be fit. keep fit and HAVE fun.
on monday 27072009... i officially end my life as a FULL TIME STUDENT after 21 years... i am gg to be 22 this years, starting my first full time actual career in october, and learning to lead the so called crazy auditor life...
its a meaningful year 2009.
it really seem like yesterday when we were in the nanyang audi, having the light up events. then on mon, we walked up the stage, grab the cert and ya.. i dunno.. i had a super weird emotion.. feeling anxious, happy and a little sense of uncertain. being 21 going 22, where else the path ahead will lead me to in the coming years. what will i be doing when i am 32?or when i am 42? 52?
but one thing i am sure, i sense the happiness in my parents and siblings. i thanks them for all they had given me... really thankful.. the kind of appreciation i wanna express is like kept deep in my heart. i dunno. i know i have never been a perfect sister, a perfect daughter... but i will try.
was it because of the saying that the grass is greener on the other side? I am not vv sure abt it. but for now, i am still alright, not sure abt it when my core job starts next week. till now there is still no news or instructions for me. i dun quite like the idea of it..
just finish typing the planning doc. maybe they should jus implement things like if u dun upload new and updated versions of working paper, u will be fined 50 bucks. Haha.. cos its simply the case when we see the extra effort needed to retype and re-enter all the nitty gritty stuff. a little waste of time.
next year, we are gg to start e aud. so will it be very much more time consuming? i truly think so. maybe all of us should get a change of laptop to become tablet! then things will be easier. damn, i should have made that wish then with the meteor.
nice fellow peers ard, missed sch a little.
work is work after all.
oh ya, spent a bomb yesterday buying some clothes and accessories. work huh.. no choice leh. this is the message i keep telling myself.
sitex is coming. i wanna have some fun, anyone wanna go to the zoo, night safari, all the possible singapore attractions with me every weekends?
then i will start planning an oversea trip le. not sure with who, but i am sure i will be gg somewhere. *if time permits* and *if my pocket agrees*
been at this new job for quite some time, a month and a half.
and believe it one of us (fellow g2) are leaving..
some people are unhappy..
as for me, i am not vv sure.
here i am at joo koon, far away from home. raining quite badly outside. lunch was sandwiches.
a little tired.
but at least i saw the meteor, not many, but was happy. thankful for the suggestions.
thankful for some friends to be ard w me.
i know the sequence of sentence are screwed up.
guess what, i just lost my memory a second ago. blanked out. and i guessed what, i said shit to myself, and sadly in front of the client. i was really so anxious abt getting some brainwave back into my mind.
damn. real desparate.
i dunno what's wrong with me.
i am feeling too neutral about everything that i fear that i am immuned.
like a robot.
what's wrong or was it jus a little mood swing in the middle of the ever raining week.
tmr marks the start of my permanent job at one of the big4, wondering what will it be like. excited? ehem... ya. worried? yeah! wonder how will the ppl be there like? backstabber ard? probably yes, whenever there are humans ard.. BUT nevertheless i pray hard for nice seniors and managers and of cos, nice fellow team mates. and i pray for good working hrs.. and one day we will be able to claim OT! haha...
yesterday was a bad night, i keep waking up sweating all over, guess i am a little heaty and yup... too much rubbish-hy worries in my little brain. well well, tmr will be a great start i hope. i am like one of the smallest roles in office starting tmr, i wont have much say and even more so when it comes to the control i have over what i wanna do. it will be the situation whereby i will have to slowly make my way up to and work day in day out till where i can bring myself to..
then i tried to work out my expenses and stuf.. wee.. suddenly i realized i cant be really counting up to two digits like i used to. the monthly expenses that i have to keep up to is no longer the one hundred dollars i could survive on ever since jc days. back then, a hundred bucks could last me for a month, and sometimes i could even save 20 dollars out of the hundreds. i could rush home for lunch or dinner and transport is a mere 55cents per trip. i can choose to eat canteen food over hawker or taht hawker food is only 2 dollrs max. however, now its no longer the case. mum told be i will be vv unhappy if i cont to see money as what i am doing now. cos when u work, u have to spend! i mean i know all these but i am a 'stingy pok' when i need to spend on myself. seriously... even my senior back at KLP keep telling me taht the fact that i keep having 20 bucks in my pocket for a working adult will drive u nuts. HAHA..
everything is gonna be a new challenge, a new start and as for my personal life, a very new beginning... hopeing for the best.
my wishlist never ends, now i understand why handbags, clothes, shoes, facial products are women best friends. but first of all..u need money to have those! yup!
kite flying with BOD was fun. so fun that we went back with 8 + 1 kites. -.-
haha..
sch started today for ntu and nus. for once it starts on the same week. BUT the recess week is DIFFERENT. so angry. which means all my plans to meet the guys and girls... are gone. no more trip or chalet. so sad. :(
i miss sch. miss sch all of a sudden.
being alone at KLP is like so sad suddenly. note is KLP, not KP, not KPMG. i am worried i didnt received any letter from KP. hope they get back to me soon.
grad are no fun. work is no fun. its 10 times worst when u hear yr fellow peers working late night from a.m. to a.m. during their first week of work.
need a life.
for eg gg on a trip to the nightsafari... lilliputt... paintballing or watsoever. be fit. keep fit and HAVE fun.
on monday 27072009... i officially end my life as a FULL TIME STUDENT after 21 years... i am gg to be 22 this years, starting my first full time actual career in october, and learning to lead the so called crazy auditor life...
its a meaningful year 2009.
it really seem like yesterday when we were in the nanyang audi, having the light up events. then on mon, we walked up the stage, grab the cert and ya.. i dunno.. i had a super weird emotion.. feeling anxious, happy and a little sense of uncertain. being 21 going 22, where else the path ahead will lead me to in the coming years. what will i be doing when i am 32?or when i am 42? 52?
but one thing i am sure, i sense the happiness in my parents and siblings. i thanks them for all they had given me... really thankful.. the kind of appreciation i wanna express is like kept deep in my heart. i dunno. i know i have never been a perfect sister, a perfect daughter... but i will try.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
