school really long today.. 830 to 730.. ok i shallnt complain cos when i start work it will be like that.. but its like i cant help but think why i have so many thing to do ar... and why is my timetable so freakily terrible... imagine there are ppl can afford to overload and scored straight As.. hmmm.. i really no where near them.. having too high an expectation for myself is nv good.. i always get vv jumpy...
i am gonna to reject my new tution assignment but how am i gg to kai kou... thats the problem with me... sometimes i have a lot to say but when it come having to deal with ppl emotion and my personal feeling.. i will tend to hold back..i cant jus be the crappy self and that i tot i needed some time to think abt it... but there are like no way i figure out how to.. *shake head*
today econs class was a ya ba class..i din talk for the entire tut.. its beacuse there are no one i know and i am like stuck in a class that everyone knew each other.. real odd one man.. jus like being transparent in the class.. luckily econs have no project so still not that bad.. anw its the first lesson of the day.. i din really feel like talking at all... trust me and i was the first to reach..open the door of the rm and i got the fright of my life.. a guy turned back and stared at me in the DARK! i got a fright.. why cant he jus turned on the lights.. vv fun issit.. jus sit at a corner and scared ppl.. i then go to the toilet.. cos i dunno if he is some bian tai or what.. haha... anw i dun recognise him later in the class... -_-
accting was the best cos finally i was with some of the girls and guys.. its a relief.. i like the idea.. and i must really ask myself why i always get weird class combi.. all of them free of tues only me on wed.. haiz.. maybe i am so lousy at adapting that god wanna test me out... dunno..
whatever it is.. i jus heard another series of results.. pls dun tell me i am lousy... i am in the middle lar... keeping the bell curve the mould shaped.. when can be ever better.. i am super tired... tmr still have sch.. so tell me how to take tution?! honest.. i need the money that all...
school really long today.. 830 to 730.. ok i shallnt complain cos when i start work it will be like that.. but its like i cant help but think why i have so many thing to do ar... and why is my timetable so freakily terrible... imagine there are ppl can afford to overload and scored straight As.. hmmm.. i really no where near them.. having too high an expectation for myself is nv good.. i always get vv jumpy...
i am gonna to reject my new tution assignment but how am i gg to kai kou... thats the problem with me... sometimes i have a lot to say but when it come having to deal with ppl emotion and my personal feeling.. i will tend to hold back..i cant jus be the crappy self and that i tot i needed some time to think abt it... but there are like no way i figure out how to.. *shake head*
today econs class was a ya ba class..i din talk for the entire tut.. its beacuse there are no one i know and i am like stuck in a class that everyone knew each other.. real odd one man.. jus like being transparent in the class.. luckily econs have no project so still not that bad.. anw its the first lesson of the day.. i din really feel like talking at all... trust me and i was the first to reach..open the door of the rm and i got the fright of my life.. a guy turned back and stared at me in the DARK! i got a fright.. why cant he jus turned on the lights.. vv fun issit.. jus sit at a corner and scared ppl.. i then go to the toilet.. cos i dunno if he is some bian tai or what.. haha... anw i dun recognise him later in the class... -_-
accting was the best cos finally i was with some of the girls and guys.. its a relief.. i like the idea.. and i must really ask myself why i always get weird class combi.. all of them free of tues only me on wed.. haiz.. maybe i am so lousy at adapting that god wanna test me out... dunno..
whatever it is.. i jus heard another series of results.. pls dun tell me i am lousy... i am in the middle lar... keeping the bell curve the mould shaped.. when can be ever better.. i am super tired... tmr still have sch.. so tell me how to take tution?! honest.. i need the money that all...
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
