let's talk a little abt my eye candies since i happened to 'bumped' into one today.. sometimes we jus need some motivation along the way, esp in the boring environment such as school.. sadly i havent spot any in ntu besides one wowing takuya looking guy which i saw like only twice, then i also saw like 2 tv actors ard in school and the superband whatever his name is ( the 3 of them arent interesting at all.. or rather i am nt interested cos i am not a fan or anything) and yar another one mt deem as err.. haha.. thats all in uni.. how sad.. think its cos the school is BIG..
BUT thinking back.. i really do have some worth rmbing eye candies that give me some of the necessary motivation then haha.. even starting from primary school (oops..), then till secondary school which was i think the most 'chi qing' le haha.. now looking back i feel that its like a bit 'ta stamps' you know.. cos its like dunno why then will be thatcrazy.. then gg to jc under the influence of the girls.. haha.. we start to be a little worst.. more crazy in fact.. so yup some of them have like a number which was perfectly fine cos.. i wasnt really vv 'zhuan yi' also.. but i sticked to my then number one throughout k.. i have some regrets thou.. cos i miss his singing.. awww.. haha.. but no matter what they are jus eye candies.. different from someone you really like or love.. haha.. actual is always different.. and yupz..eye candies jus for the eyes whereas loving someone is when u put yr heart and soul in.. at least thats what i think... my number one will definitely now will definitely be different.. besides the fact that i have higher expection of him then than the eye candies.. my heart response to him must be a different sort of feeling from eye candies for sure right.. haha..
JC was interesting.. haha.. cos its fun and we are jus like being abit san ba.. i guessed my class girls are famous for that.. all the loud, thunderous laughters.. all the stupid things we do were actually vv attention seeking.. haha.. we did things like trying to 'stalk' some ppl.. luff at some guys who got rejected by our class girls.. hmm.. try to chiong first row seats in the LT and nearly got our necks broken, make mr low super angry like jus marched out of the class or dun even care abt us, call our teachers by names, what else.. on yar ham and cheese bread in the library and the chicken cutlet chionging session every week haha.. thinking back.. its like we have no yi tai at all but yeah its true we seriously dun...
now that we meet up for a class gathering, we realized that we change a little here and there.. but putting the few of us altogether still start all the nonsense like before.. i think its has got to do with the combination and mixed in the characters.. haha..
idolizing are motivation too at times.. haha.. i am best at switching from show to show and changing my ou xiang from time to time.. so i not really a die heart fans of any idols.. hmm.. but i guessed those on the top list seldom change.. its still the few same old faces for the no. 1, 2 and 3 haha.. and yupz.. i like them cos of their characters.. i mean their actual characters outside the show :) i think characters matter a lot..
as i grow older i start to think that there is no pt and its nt worth the time chasing or collecting stuff.. cos at the end of the day it's sitting in my cupboard.. i hav a lot more stuff to attend to.. to give and distributed my time and energy to other people that are more impt to me.. BUT i still like the idea of seeing them appearing on papers and magazines.. i will make and extra effort to check out on what their latest updates.. and if i happen to meet them on streets of cos i will go all crazy.. thats the most.. i zhang da le wor.. hehe.. shouldnt be that childish anymore... if nt one day there will be no more space in the rm for me to walk how.. haha..
let's talk a little abt my eye candies since i happened to 'bumped' into one today.. sometimes we jus need some motivation along the way, esp in the boring environment such as school.. sadly i havent spot any in ntu besides one wowing takuya looking guy which i saw like only twice, then i also saw like 2 tv actors ard in school and the superband whatever his name is ( the 3 of them arent interesting at all.. or rather i am nt interested cos i am not a fan or anything) and yar another one mt deem as err.. haha.. thats all in uni.. how sad.. think its cos the school is BIG..
BUT thinking back.. i really do have some worth rmbing eye candies that give me some of the necessary motivation then haha.. even starting from primary school (oops..), then till secondary school which was i think the most 'chi qing' le haha.. now looking back i feel that its like a bit 'ta stamps' you know.. cos its like dunno why then will be thatcrazy.. then gg to jc under the influence of the girls.. haha.. we start to be a little worst.. more crazy in fact.. so yup some of them have like a number which was perfectly fine cos.. i wasnt really vv 'zhuan yi' also.. but i sticked to my then number one throughout k.. i have some regrets thou.. cos i miss his singing.. awww.. haha.. but no matter what they are jus eye candies.. different from someone you really like or love.. haha.. actual is always different.. and yupz..eye candies jus for the eyes whereas loving someone is when u put yr heart and soul in.. at least thats what i think... my number one will definitely now will definitely be different.. besides the fact that i have higher expection of him then than the eye candies.. my heart response to him must be a different sort of feeling from eye candies for sure right.. haha..
JC was interesting.. haha.. cos its fun and we are jus like being abit san ba.. i guessed my class girls are famous for that.. all the loud, thunderous laughters.. all the stupid things we do were actually vv attention seeking.. haha.. we did things like trying to 'stalk' some ppl.. luff at some guys who got rejected by our class girls.. hmm.. try to chiong first row seats in the LT and nearly got our necks broken, make mr low super angry like jus marched out of the class or dun even care abt us, call our teachers by names, what else.. on yar ham and cheese bread in the library and the chicken cutlet chionging session every week haha.. thinking back.. its like we have no yi tai at all but yeah its true we seriously dun...
now that we meet up for a class gathering, we realized that we change a little here and there.. but putting the few of us altogether still start all the nonsense like before.. i think its has got to do with the combination and mixed in the characters.. haha..
idolizing are motivation too at times.. haha.. i am best at switching from show to show and changing my ou xiang from time to time.. so i not really a die heart fans of any idols.. hmm.. but i guessed those on the top list seldom change.. its still the few same old faces for the no. 1, 2 and 3 haha.. and yupz.. i like them cos of their characters.. i mean their actual characters outside the show :) i think characters matter a lot..
as i grow older i start to think that there is no pt and its nt worth the time chasing or collecting stuff.. cos at the end of the day it's sitting in my cupboard.. i hav a lot more stuff to attend to.. to give and distributed my time and energy to other people that are more impt to me.. BUT i still like the idea of seeing them appearing on papers and magazines.. i will make and extra effort to check out on what their latest updates.. and if i happen to meet them on streets of cos i will go all crazy.. thats the most.. i zhang da le wor.. hehe.. shouldnt be that childish anymore... if nt one day there will be no more space in the rm for me to walk how.. haha..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
