mum was right.. abt the fact that all along i care a lot abt him.. the fact that over little things the first thing i think abt will be him.. and yarr.. i think she sorta uds the relationship issue here.. she was right abt it thou.. if its gg to be a long and serious r/s its gg to take more time and effort.. she asked me a qn.. whether i actually tot of wanting to stay in it forever.. and guessed my ans.. then she continued abt the fact that for the r/s to last.. we shouldnt plurge in too fast.. i guessed she is refering tot the incident that i related to her that day.. the day where we sort of get caught.. yupz its true too.. she said that is when its a steady r/s and people ard will feel comfortable too cos its a mature one.. and true enuff what i speculate in the past was right.. when i was asked to go seek for my parent's opinions.. i knew the qn will be what are the promises we have for each other.. for this i am stuck.. cos the day we are waiting for to sort this thing out havent come yet.. how.. nt that she is nt supportive, she jus wanna me to think carefully.. to have some visions and goals abt what i want in life.. mum always leave things hanging in the air for me to think abt.. and thats where i start being in a -_- mood.. cracking my not so wonderful brain over these things...
i thought over what she said.. its true.. what i want out of me and him.. what i hope to see in the future.. i have some ideas in mind.. but is it gg to work out the way i hope it will be.. thats really a thing to think abt... if i cant give what he wanted out of me now will he be still here for me.. willing to wait.. and what abt the other way.. when he cant give what i expected himt to will i still be there for him.. i have my ans in mind.. but does he.. have we even reached the stage that require the exchange of promises.. i all mixed up now.. mixed up cos there are now a millions questions spinning in my mind.. then i uds why if u desired a long term r/s it's nt as simple as i thought it will be.. i have to admitted it.. i like him.. thats why i am thinking so much.. that why i am being bothered that much abt what others perceived abt us.. that why i wanted to know more..
mum was right.. abt the fact that all along i care a lot abt him.. the fact that over little things the first thing i think abt will be him.. and yarr.. i think she sorta uds the relationship issue here.. she was right abt it thou.. if its gg to be a long and serious r/s its gg to take more time and effort.. she asked me a qn.. whether i actually tot of wanting to stay in it forever.. and guessed my ans.. then she continued abt the fact that for the r/s to last.. we shouldnt plurge in too fast.. i guessed she is refering tot the incident that i related to her that day.. the day where we sort of get caught.. yupz its true too.. she said that is when its a steady r/s and people ard will feel comfortable too cos its a mature one.. and true enuff what i speculate in the past was right.. when i was asked to go seek for my parent's opinions.. i knew the qn will be what are the promises we have for each other.. for this i am stuck.. cos the day we are waiting for to sort this thing out havent come yet.. how.. nt that she is nt supportive, she jus wanna me to think carefully.. to have some visions and goals abt what i want in life.. mum always leave things hanging in the air for me to think abt.. and thats where i start being in a -_- mood.. cracking my not so wonderful brain over these things...
i thought over what she said.. its true.. what i want out of me and him.. what i hope to see in the future.. i have some ideas in mind.. but is it gg to work out the way i hope it will be.. thats really a thing to think abt... if i cant give what he wanted out of me now will he be still here for me.. willing to wait.. and what abt the other way.. when he cant give what i expected himt to will i still be there for him.. i have my ans in mind.. but does he.. have we even reached the stage that require the exchange of promises.. i all mixed up now.. mixed up cos there are now a millions questions spinning in my mind.. then i uds why if u desired a long term r/s it's nt as simple as i thought it will be.. i have to admitted it.. i like him.. thats why i am thinking so much.. that why i am being bothered that much abt what others perceived abt us.. that why i wanted to know more..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
