its a series of checkup recently.. there will be another one coming.. all of them happens to fall in this period mainly because its now like ard 2 years since the thing ever happen.. till now i still suffered a tiny little side effect such as some rashes on and off but i am i m a survival.. actually i still rmb everything quite clearly.. how i make the millions of wasted trip down to the A and E get some wrong diagnose.. blah blah.. i remember saying i dun wanna die.. i rmb i cried.. maybe i jus scaring myself then.. but now thinking of it i am still scared.. everytime i tot something might happen to me i worried.. but i am perfectly normal.. i dun really bother explain to ppl i am not close with cos its no pt.. ppl might jus end up thinking i am some 'abnormal or sick being' which i stressed i am not..
i changed to another specialist.. the previous one cos working on the background of the orevious previous doc deem that i have ss.. then i was vv sad too.. but after getting a whole new doc in another hospital.. he checked a few times and declared nothing serious! actually i tot so too.. besides the fact that my fingers hurt abit more then ever when i carry heavy things.. buti still like to lar.. he jus said that yes i might have so R factor BUT its perfectly normal cos its actually quite commonly seen in ppl only that they didnt do the blood test for that.. yupz.. and also i am too young for all this.. no inflammation too.. :) anw my finger bend a little because he said something abt me being more flexible in term of my joints.. dun really know the exact med term.. BUT i am glad to hear that.. haha.. jus need to go for some therapy.. and i seriously dun mind.. the physio therapy is jus to protect and strengthetn my joints.. so i am more than willing.. the steriods i took previously might have caused it as weell.. so its ALL jus some nonsense stuff i am gg thru.. hehe
as for eyes.. i requested for that.. jus treated it as an annual check up ba.. like gg to the dentist.. the gadgets they use are damn cool k.. haha.. i have a little dry eyes so its like need artificial tears. so i was telling my mum how they determine that.. i always cry when watching show leh.. super lots also.. wonder where the tears go too.. lol.. so its BEST advise no contacts.. boohoo.. then there goes my shades and contacts.. maybe i should jus break the rules at times to wear contacts fr a few hours.. hehe.. :P
everything is finally settle.. phw.. jus move on with more check up.. who ask me to be allegy to some med and get sj.. now its like at least some checkup on and off.. its long waiting hours.. but i dun mind cos the news i get are all good ones.. no more med.. no more worries.. :)
its a series of checkup recently.. there will be another one coming.. all of them happens to fall in this period mainly because its now like ard 2 years since the thing ever happen.. till now i still suffered a tiny little side effect such as some rashes on and off but i am i m a survival.. actually i still rmb everything quite clearly.. how i make the millions of wasted trip down to the A and E get some wrong diagnose.. blah blah.. i remember saying i dun wanna die.. i rmb i cried.. maybe i jus scaring myself then.. but now thinking of it i am still scared.. everytime i tot something might happen to me i worried.. but i am perfectly normal.. i dun really bother explain to ppl i am not close with cos its no pt.. ppl might jus end up thinking i am some 'abnormal or sick being' which i stressed i am not..
i changed to another specialist.. the previous one cos working on the background of the orevious previous doc deem that i have ss.. then i was vv sad too.. but after getting a whole new doc in another hospital.. he checked a few times and declared nothing serious! actually i tot so too.. besides the fact that my fingers hurt abit more then ever when i carry heavy things.. buti still like to lar.. he jus said that yes i might have so R factor BUT its perfectly normal cos its actually quite commonly seen in ppl only that they didnt do the blood test for that.. yupz.. and also i am too young for all this.. no inflammation too.. :) anw my finger bend a little because he said something abt me being more flexible in term of my joints.. dun really know the exact med term.. BUT i am glad to hear that.. haha.. jus need to go for some therapy.. and i seriously dun mind.. the physio therapy is jus to protect and strengthetn my joints.. so i am more than willing.. the steriods i took previously might have caused it as weell.. so its ALL jus some nonsense stuff i am gg thru.. hehe
as for eyes.. i requested for that.. jus treated it as an annual check up ba.. like gg to the dentist.. the gadgets they use are damn cool k.. haha.. i have a little dry eyes so its like need artificial tears. so i was telling my mum how they determine that.. i always cry when watching show leh.. super lots also.. wonder where the tears go too.. lol.. so its BEST advise no contacts.. boohoo.. then there goes my shades and contacts.. maybe i should jus break the rules at times to wear contacts fr a few hours.. hehe.. :P
everything is finally settle.. phw.. jus move on with more check up.. who ask me to be allegy to some med and get sj.. now its like at least some checkup on and off.. its long waiting hours.. but i dun mind cos the news i get are all good ones.. no more med.. no more worries.. :)
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
visit to the doc
