i am a little depressed.. throughout the entire paper i was vv relieved cos for the first time throughout my 1 year in accting to have the feeling of knowing how to do the test... i knew how to do.. i practised de le.. and yar was familiar with the questions.. first time i tot at least i have no regret doing so much.. but in the end aft the paper.. then i realized i stepped into the traps of the questions.. haiz.. now i am wondering if i will do well anot...
real sad leh.. the FIRST time while doing accounting stuff.. one look know whats gg on le.. but then in the end still like this.. also.. there is this one particular qn that was in the tut i missed for mc.. i knew how to do de lor.. but i din know need to find the avg before continuing w my calculations because of the one line stated at the end of the question.. my fren said the teacher emphasize like a million times during the class.. double sigh.. i jus miss that class.. then now i missed the step and its for part a.. hope there are methods marks ba..
another episode of 'efforts put in but yield low returns' i din even bother asking the rest what they think abt the paper le.. cos i knew that i know how to do the entire paper.. haiz.. even if others felt that the paper was tough i couldnt be bother abt it cos this time round i dun care abt the bell curve.. i could have easily scored a good enuff grade with what i have studied.. but then now i have to rely on the bloody bell curve again.. cos i knew it will turned out quite sucky unless the teacher really award method marks or that there is carried down error if not goner.. it could have been a B+ at least.. a potiential better grade to save me now is gone.. what will i get now.. really feeling damn bad lar..
sometimes i jus realized that ppl ard me are like damn smart.. yar but compare w the smart ones than can feel the pressure right.. i jus keep telling myself that.. so that i wont lose confidence in myself.. is so hard nt to compare for me.. i can dun compare about how much i get for pocket money or do i get the particular branded stuff or what.. but for me its jus so hard when it comes to grades.. i have the tendency to match myself w others.. i am feeling a little moody now.. no matter how much more effort i put in as compared to them.. i still like this.. i think mt is gg to get full marks ba.. i dunno.. when efforts reap no returns i feel abit sad ba i guessed... and to make matter worst.. all my frenz from accting are mt-like ppl.. my another accounting fren from another class was like telling me ppl ard her was like getting a gpa of like 2 plus 3 or at most exceed 3 by a liitle only.. and ard me ish like 4 plus and up.. and to them B is a lousy grade.. i need to catch up.. and need at least a 4 at the end of 3 years ba... not because of others but i just want a better cert..
econs and stats to continue with.. cant afford to feel down anymore.. hopefully i will do avg this time round.. i dunno.. i am scared now.. given confidence in accting i can do that badly.. whats more can happen for econs and stats.. dun even dare to think abt it...
need the assurance from lau.. he always say in class then that as long as theres efforts put in.. there should be no regrets.. i put in efforts, never regret leh.. i know i did my best le.. but i still feel sad.. why like that.. haiz.. lets see what i will get for accounting le ba.. nth much could be done abt it le right..
i am a little depressed.. throughout the entire paper i was vv relieved cos for the first time throughout my 1 year in accting to have the feeling of knowing how to do the test... i knew how to do.. i practised de le.. and yar was familiar with the questions.. first time i tot at least i have no regret doing so much.. but in the end aft the paper.. then i realized i stepped into the traps of the questions.. haiz.. now i am wondering if i will do well anot...
real sad leh.. the FIRST time while doing accounting stuff.. one look know whats gg on le.. but then in the end still like this.. also.. there is this one particular qn that was in the tut i missed for mc.. i knew how to do de lor.. but i din know need to find the avg before continuing w my calculations because of the one line stated at the end of the question.. my fren said the teacher emphasize like a million times during the class.. double sigh.. i jus miss that class.. then now i missed the step and its for part a.. hope there are methods marks ba..
another episode of 'efforts put in but yield low returns' i din even bother asking the rest what they think abt the paper le.. cos i knew that i know how to do the entire paper.. haiz.. even if others felt that the paper was tough i couldnt be bother abt it cos this time round i dun care abt the bell curve.. i could have easily scored a good enuff grade with what i have studied.. but then now i have to rely on the bloody bell curve again.. cos i knew it will turned out quite sucky unless the teacher really award method marks or that there is carried down error if not goner.. it could have been a B+ at least.. a potiential better grade to save me now is gone.. what will i get now.. really feeling damn bad lar..
sometimes i jus realized that ppl ard me are like damn smart.. yar but compare w the smart ones than can feel the pressure right.. i jus keep telling myself that.. so that i wont lose confidence in myself.. is so hard nt to compare for me.. i can dun compare about how much i get for pocket money or do i get the particular branded stuff or what.. but for me its jus so hard when it comes to grades.. i have the tendency to match myself w others.. i am feeling a little moody now.. no matter how much more effort i put in as compared to them.. i still like this.. i think mt is gg to get full marks ba.. i dunno.. when efforts reap no returns i feel abit sad ba i guessed... and to make matter worst.. all my frenz from accting are mt-like ppl.. my another accounting fren from another class was like telling me ppl ard her was like getting a gpa of like 2 plus 3 or at most exceed 3 by a liitle only.. and ard me ish like 4 plus and up.. and to them B is a lousy grade.. i need to catch up.. and need at least a 4 at the end of 3 years ba... not because of others but i just want a better cert..
econs and stats to continue with.. cant afford to feel down anymore.. hopefully i will do avg this time round.. i dunno.. i am scared now.. given confidence in accting i can do that badly.. whats more can happen for econs and stats.. dun even dare to think abt it...
need the assurance from lau.. he always say in class then that as long as theres efforts put in.. there should be no regrets.. i put in efforts, never regret leh.. i know i did my best le.. but i still feel sad.. why like that.. haiz.. lets see what i will get for accounting le ba.. nth much could be done abt it le right..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
