damn pissed lar.. thought i would be at least able to go do school now but then.. they came again.. firstly no one said i was sickly but still i have to stressed that i am not.. i hate the idea of me thinking that i am down with this irritating rash because i am stressed up w my work.. but evidence has proven so.. arrgh.. me me me!
anw i have caused da to be sick too.. feel so bad.. i actually wanna visit him de on sunday or even today then come back and mug for tmr test... miss him dearly... but guessed i better stayed at home now.. he will be the last i wanna show my rashes to... dun like the idea of having ppl worrying for me.. and that includes my mum although i knew she is worried sick abt it coming back again.. i nearly fainted on the street yesterday lar.. i tot i was ok after all the rash went down on sat.. i still attended the birthday party of my mephew.. jumped ard in the playground.. even have the energy to suggested gg to play pool w my cousins.. and then yesterday.. everything jus goes wrong, i have such painful splitting headache, i saw those irritating dancing white spots.. i have all the red rashes.. arrrg... so i havent fully recovered and i played and study into the night.. damn..
i cant even hav e peace of mind to sit down and study for my test tmr.. ok wait am i like even fit to go for classes.. dun wanna scared ppl off with those ugly rashes..
by e way they will not spread..
2 weeks more and counting down to the end of year.. dun wanna dissapoint those who supported me and of cos myself.. but what to do.. i have to try and do my best once again.. for myself.. i should learn to laxed a little and do more work at the same time.. how ironic...
damn pissed lar.. thought i would be at least able to go do school now but then.. they came again.. firstly no one said i was sickly but still i have to stressed that i am not.. i hate the idea of me thinking that i am down with this irritating rash because i am stressed up w my work.. but evidence has proven so.. arrgh.. me me me!
anw i have caused da to be sick too.. feel so bad.. i actually wanna visit him de on sunday or even today then come back and mug for tmr test... miss him dearly... but guessed i better stayed at home now.. he will be the last i wanna show my rashes to... dun like the idea of having ppl worrying for me.. and that includes my mum although i knew she is worried sick abt it coming back again.. i nearly fainted on the street yesterday lar.. i tot i was ok after all the rash went down on sat.. i still attended the birthday party of my mephew.. jumped ard in the playground.. even have the energy to suggested gg to play pool w my cousins.. and then yesterday.. everything jus goes wrong, i have such painful splitting headache, i saw those irritating dancing white spots.. i have all the red rashes.. arrrg... so i havent fully recovered and i played and study into the night.. damn..
i cant even hav e peace of mind to sit down and study for my test tmr.. ok wait am i like even fit to go for classes.. dun wanna scared ppl off with those ugly rashes..
by e way they will not spread..
2 weeks more and counting down to the end of year.. dun wanna dissapoint those who supported me and of cos myself.. but what to do.. i have to try and do my best once again.. for myself.. i should learn to laxed a little and do more work at the same time.. how ironic...
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
