if its nt for me nt being there for the meetings.. i would have jus asked them to stop changing my speeches and ppt over little stuff.. those things are nt vv impt to be exact and yea.. i jus dun like the way some of them react to it.. it is nt as if i dun wanna be in school.. its nt that i dun wanna be at meeting.. sigh.. i guessed i will be marked down on team effectiveness for this module.. i guessed maybe they all think i am some troublesome kid or what.. i really have no idea.. but it wasnt that i have the choice.. i cant be bothered le..
i am freakily tired aft all the medication and stuff and this is wat i get when i asked if they could jus speed up the process al ittle. one girl just said this: 'we've been doin these the whole day we r kinda tired u noe'.. yar i know.. show some sympathy for a sick person can.. its nt that i nv did my part or what.. then cos i am nt there i will have to bow my head and please these people.. i hate the idea seriously.. but i have to do that lar.. i know u guys have been working.. but i am nt present doesnt imply that i am not working.. fine lar.. it might be much lesser.. but i complete my stuff and send each and everytime u guys ask me to edit without complaining.. seriously i sent like at least 5 times before i started complaining and till now i think its the 12 times le.. really feel like a small fry in this grp.. cos simply i have NO SAY.. i should jus do it the way they think.. cos they are frens lar u see.. i am the chup in one..
seriously i am vv certain of what i am presenting before. i typed all my speeches out put them on que card, dry run it myself at home w the slides, memorize and then chang chang.. all gone.. now i havent print, havent memorize.. i am gg to be dead..
still tot it is a wonderful day aft i compile my music cos music is like my life now.. and i am like preparing it for my exams.. now.. my entire mood is gone.. double sigh man..
plus mum is at the other end asking me to go to bed.. i am damn pek chek now..
if its nt for me nt being there for the meetings.. i would have jus asked them to stop changing my speeches and ppt over little stuff.. those things are nt vv impt to be exact and yea.. i jus dun like the way some of them react to it.. it is nt as if i dun wanna be in school.. its nt that i dun wanna be at meeting.. sigh.. i guessed i will be marked down on team effectiveness for this module.. i guessed maybe they all think i am some troublesome kid or what.. i really have no idea.. but it wasnt that i have the choice.. i cant be bothered le..
i am freakily tired aft all the medication and stuff and this is wat i get when i asked if they could jus speed up the process al ittle. one girl just said this: 'we've been doin these the whole day we r kinda tired u noe'.. yar i know.. show some sympathy for a sick person can.. its nt that i nv did my part or what.. then cos i am nt there i will have to bow my head and please these people.. i hate the idea seriously.. but i have to do that lar.. i know u guys have been working.. but i am nt present doesnt imply that i am not working.. fine lar.. it might be much lesser.. but i complete my stuff and send each and everytime u guys ask me to edit without complaining.. seriously i sent like at least 5 times before i started complaining and till now i think its the 12 times le.. really feel like a small fry in this grp.. cos simply i have NO SAY.. i should jus do it the way they think.. cos they are frens lar u see.. i am the chup in one..
seriously i am vv certain of what i am presenting before. i typed all my speeches out put them on que card, dry run it myself at home w the slides, memorize and then chang chang.. all gone.. now i havent print, havent memorize.. i am gg to be dead..
still tot it is a wonderful day aft i compile my music cos music is like my life now.. and i am like preparing it for my exams.. now.. my entire mood is gone.. double sigh man..
plus mum is at the other end asking me to go to bed.. i am damn pek chek now..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
