one paper down.. hope i will not start relaxing and forget that all the horror papers are not gone yet.. those papers are really scary.. accounting i have quite lousy coursegrade to start off with.. i think most likel a mild B and then for econs its like 90% for the finals and then its stats.. triple horror paper.. so much to study thou its an open book exam.. i used to like maths a lot.. i still like maths a lot.. i cant wait to do something on maths.. but first.. i have to have the time to practise practise practise.. thats how to do well and yup all thru my upper sec i did that and then jc i did that do.. i am always eager to do maths but not chem.. that explain why i dun really do well for the stats mod - no time lor.. anw i dun really like the teacher u see.. dun uds.. i think studying myself is much much effective and yup the textbk is more comprehensive.. cos the way the lecture is structure for this mr act smart lect is that its really abit messy.. the first half at least i really understood the concept.. the last seven i didnt even bother attending lect.. thats how boo it is..
cant wait for everything to be over.. i wanna have some FUN.. haiz.. i really tot jc and sec life are more entertaining leh.. uni is fun in one way but its like the 'jia' part in some ppl is making me real sick.. dun tell in front of others then mark ppl down or badmouthed behind ppl back.. i am jus not those type who can fu yan..i tend to say what i think if i really dun like or that i choose to close one eye when i still can ren.. but i sure wont go ard killing them like ants... hmm.. i jus have to learn ba.. learn not to do that if not i will stepped on ppl's tails for sure.. many ppl in uni work for the sake of themselves.. its like not really zhen cheng i feel.. but the world its like this.. life is like this..
the guy in my OB group got marked down i think.. till the extent that he has to go see the tutor by this week! i mean it really sounded a bit urgent.. this week is exam and the teacher wanna see him this week.. but still have to tell him nt to worry.. i guessed those three really did something to his marks huh.. peer evaluate systems are like this.. ppl tend to mark or backstab whenever necessary.. in our early years of education we might not dare to do that much.. cos we thought that at least dun hai that person u see.. but then.. in uni its really diff.. ppl jus mark you down like shit.. dun even give a damn.. i have to be honest.. i am not the person who did that to him.. cos simply i feel that thou he doesnt put in lots of effort.. his attitude towards listening was great.. he bothered to see what others think unlike the rest.. thus in term of working w him it was a much better experience.. more comfortable.. conversely.. for the rest.. too demanding and bossy but do a lot, so they had ard +1 to +2 marks different thats all.. i cant bear to mark ppl down cos i thought as long as efforts are put in its impt.. reasons of not doing are also impt.. and of cos there is always a need to feel for others.. i dunno uni seemed to lack this little bit cos of the competition within.. its jus self interest and bias against others.. not all ppl of cos but quite a handful.. this made me feel a little sad.. and that make uni left abit less appealing.. nevertheless.. working place will be like that i think..
there are lots more examples.. heard from my frens in hall abt lousy roomies too.. back stabbers in the hall or CCA commitee.. whatever whatever.. its jus the survival of fittest game.. u choose to heck care and observe whats ard u.. u will still be standing at the small spot you started off with, wanna climb up the ladder pushed then jus someone down.. thats what some ppl think.. i did struggled with this thinking at first during the process of doing my stats proj.. first time in my 19 years of life... those 3 really nv do anything and the one who did copy and paste other ppl work for me.. i jus tot cant i like jus get the entire grade to myself.. in the end i chose not to.. cos i cant do that leh.. maybe i am a scarie cat lar.. i dunno.. but i jus thought it wasnt THAT nice although deep down i am boiling like mad.. its an emotional battle... but i feel abit guo yi bu qu.. so in the end i jus thought they will meet someone that will do that to them.. marked them all the way down.. i need not be the badie and this will be the last time i played angel.. haha.. so mean right me.. leave dirty job to others.. but i think i am nt fully trained yet.. still have to go thru training and take the immune jab first before i can stand up on my right and fight against others without a sense of empathy (i meant to this particular grp of pple that doesnt even show empathy and support to others larr.. not a mission to train myself to be someone that is jia, fu yan, and everything i totally hate that to be serious).. someday i will need this determination cos if i dun do so, i will always be putting myself at a diff position.. unwilling to do yet have to.. feel i shouldnt be doing that much still do.. then in the end got so pissed and stressed let the ears of my dear ones ard me suffer and still let those that make me feel that get away safely.. so unfair come to think abt it.. haha...
i dunno but have to say this of cos there are some helpful frenz ard.. luckily.. ;)
anw a goodie news i heard.. a basketball drama is gg to be filmed soon and the actors are yen and chun woohoo.. and its basketball!!! the ahs days man.. haha.. cant wait.. hope the actresses will be someone that i like too.. but its a rumour lar.. dunno true anot..
one paper down.. hope i will not start relaxing and forget that all the horror papers are not gone yet.. those papers are really scary.. accounting i have quite lousy coursegrade to start off with.. i think most likel a mild B and then for econs its like 90% for the finals and then its stats.. triple horror paper.. so much to study thou its an open book exam.. i used to like maths a lot.. i still like maths a lot.. i cant wait to do something on maths.. but first.. i have to have the time to practise practise practise.. thats how to do well and yup all thru my upper sec i did that and then jc i did that do.. i am always eager to do maths but not chem.. that explain why i dun really do well for the stats mod - no time lor.. anw i dun really like the teacher u see.. dun uds.. i think studying myself is much much effective and yup the textbk is more comprehensive.. cos the way the lecture is structure for this mr act smart lect is that its really abit messy.. the first half at least i really understood the concept.. the last seven i didnt even bother attending lect.. thats how boo it is..
cant wait for everything to be over.. i wanna have some FUN.. haiz.. i really tot jc and sec life are more entertaining leh.. uni is fun in one way but its like the 'jia' part in some ppl is making me real sick.. dun tell in front of others then mark ppl down or badmouthed behind ppl back.. i am jus not those type who can fu yan..i tend to say what i think if i really dun like or that i choose to close one eye when i still can ren.. but i sure wont go ard killing them like ants... hmm.. i jus have to learn ba.. learn not to do that if not i will stepped on ppl's tails for sure.. many ppl in uni work for the sake of themselves.. its like not really zhen cheng i feel.. but the world its like this.. life is like this..
the guy in my OB group got marked down i think.. till the extent that he has to go see the tutor by this week! i mean it really sounded a bit urgent.. this week is exam and the teacher wanna see him this week.. but still have to tell him nt to worry.. i guessed those three really did something to his marks huh.. peer evaluate systems are like this.. ppl tend to mark or backstab whenever necessary.. in our early years of education we might not dare to do that much.. cos we thought that at least dun hai that person u see.. but then.. in uni its really diff.. ppl jus mark you down like shit.. dun even give a damn.. i have to be honest.. i am not the person who did that to him.. cos simply i feel that thou he doesnt put in lots of effort.. his attitude towards listening was great.. he bothered to see what others think unlike the rest.. thus in term of working w him it was a much better experience.. more comfortable.. conversely.. for the rest.. too demanding and bossy but do a lot, so they had ard +1 to +2 marks different thats all.. i cant bear to mark ppl down cos i thought as long as efforts are put in its impt.. reasons of not doing are also impt.. and of cos there is always a need to feel for others.. i dunno uni seemed to lack this little bit cos of the competition within.. its jus self interest and bias against others.. not all ppl of cos but quite a handful.. this made me feel a little sad.. and that make uni left abit less appealing.. nevertheless.. working place will be like that i think..
there are lots more examples.. heard from my frens in hall abt lousy roomies too.. back stabbers in the hall or CCA commitee.. whatever whatever.. its jus the survival of fittest game.. u choose to heck care and observe whats ard u.. u will still be standing at the small spot you started off with, wanna climb up the ladder pushed then jus someone down.. thats what some ppl think.. i did struggled with this thinking at first during the process of doing my stats proj.. first time in my 19 years of life... those 3 really nv do anything and the one who did copy and paste other ppl work for me.. i jus tot cant i like jus get the entire grade to myself.. in the end i chose not to.. cos i cant do that leh.. maybe i am a scarie cat lar.. i dunno.. but i jus thought it wasnt THAT nice although deep down i am boiling like mad.. its an emotional battle... but i feel abit guo yi bu qu.. so in the end i jus thought they will meet someone that will do that to them.. marked them all the way down.. i need not be the badie and this will be the last time i played angel.. haha.. so mean right me.. leave dirty job to others.. but i think i am nt fully trained yet.. still have to go thru training and take the immune jab first before i can stand up on my right and fight against others without a sense of empathy (i meant to this particular grp of pple that doesnt even show empathy and support to others larr.. not a mission to train myself to be someone that is jia, fu yan, and everything i totally hate that to be serious).. someday i will need this determination cos if i dun do so, i will always be putting myself at a diff position.. unwilling to do yet have to.. feel i shouldnt be doing that much still do.. then in the end got so pissed and stressed let the ears of my dear ones ard me suffer and still let those that make me feel that get away safely.. so unfair come to think abt it.. haha...
i dunno but have to say this of cos there are some helpful frenz ard.. luckily.. ;)
anw a goodie news i heard.. a basketball drama is gg to be filmed soon and the actors are yen and chun woohoo.. and its basketball!!! the ahs days man.. haha.. cant wait.. hope the actresses will be someone that i like too.. but its a rumour lar.. dunno true anot..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
