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Monday, April 23, 2007


a place where i found my sense of satisfaction

teaching and changing someone's life..

i like the feeling alot.. i think i am really passionate abt teaching.. i miss teaching so so much..

so sometimes i cant help thinking whether accounting a wrong choice all along.. i dun think so cos i like it vv much too.. jus that i cant score.. not talented in the area ba.. or maybe jus expected more from myself.. shrugs.. i can see myself being an accountant now though.. i am slowly seeing it because of whats gg on ard me.. but at the same think i regretted do doing something that i like too.. teaching is a passion ba.. its an area in which i can be myself and nt be that hard on myself(except to make sure that my students really know how to do and score for exam).. i like kids thats one.. i like sharing thats another, i like to observe and understand people ard me and the society trend thats the third.. its jus the part in me that help me integrate into teaching.. although i knew i will STILL be stress up when its come to teaching.. but understanding the society esp in the business world or the competitive world is much more tiring and also i twend to see things i wont like to see.. the kids world are less complex, more truth and happiness.. thats sort of conclude myself..

i wanna to go into a quiet place to yin ju.. do some service because i prefer a quieter life away from all the fake and false smiles, the continuous struggle to stay put and the battle for position. that also explain why i wanna go round the world and look at the difference in more society.. that explains why i dun like gg orchard and prefer the nature.. thats explain why sometimes i jus sit down deep in my thoughts regarding something.. its jus the think too much me...

why am i suddenly talking abt this.. cos a ex tuition kid mum called me and told be her son blah blah.. requested for something that i tot and realized that i have at least make a difference to a person life.. i am happy to be his service.. even its jus a few mins.. at least i feel that i did something right for once.. nt jus teaching and imparting the knowledge, to make him a better person.. its not something weida.. i jus approach it the way i think was right.. a sense of happiness plus satisfaction indeed..

yupz and i was right abt my guess.. my fren is really getting married.. congrats man..

*i need to overcome the fear*


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