packing my drawers of bags today.. sadly... i realized that i have lost 2 bags.. i dunno where they went to.. i need it cos its those small handbags to bring to dinner.. cant be bringing thse big bulky bags of mine ard.. now i guess i would have to folk out some money to get those kind of bags as well.. also some of my bags are a little chui already so i got to throw them away and bring in new ones.. yupz..
as for shoes.. erm.. i need slippers and more heels to go with my tops.. haha.. but the prob is i have to first clear the big wardrobe in my room.. clear the clothes bring in new and NECESSARY ONEs.. cos dad said that i have to clear it soon so that i can get a new cupboard.. the cupboard is as old as me le.. so it has worked enuff.. and its time to change it.. but the problem is how i am supposed to clear ALL the THINGS OUT! where to put them.. or jus throw the clothes away.. i will start once the june holiday begins.. cos then i wont have to rush off to work and still have to see my room in a messay state when i reach home.. it will also imply that once i start packing.. it will be flu-wee days cos i have sensitive nose and that my room will become a forbidden zone.. no one can entered it due to the packing that is in progress.. or rather the entire hse ba.. haha.. given the high chance that i will spread my junk across the room..
i cant wait for at least another 5 years to come quick.. then i will be working and i can more and less settled down.. i feel so 'floating' these few days.. suddenly its like a little bit aimless and everything.. maybe it has got to do w the result not known and also i not vv sure that things will worked out right being an accountant.. its still another 2 years but 2 years does past quickly.. i am already 19 going 20.. how fast.. ironically i tot i would wanna remain where i am in the primary school days.. with all the nonsense and fewer school politics.. yet at the same time i cant wait to see myself as a working adult with a fixed income and everything.. haha.. woohoo.. and i can start my financial planning and look forward to the next chapter of my life -- the thirty.. BUT it would mean that i can behave childishly, cant bounce around and crap as much and that ppl ard me will all become old.. then in between there will be lots of experiences and lots of ups and downs.. maybe i will be a nu qiang ren.. single and powerful, maybe i will be a wife of a loving husband.. maybe i will still be struggling with my debit and credits -_-'', maybe i will jus stop dreaming and hope that time freezes at that instant.. maybe.. lol.. i jus love dreaming.. :)
but i am so forgetful.. and have so many things to pack and do!( i thtink i have said that a million times infinity times) or rather my entire house have some many things.. haha.. imagine this.. my Primary 1 exercise books are still stuck in a corner of my room.. and my primary school uniform too.. thats the amount of junks i have.. but they are precious memories.. i love memories...
as for my personal life, i guessed jh must have said something.. thats why things turned out a little sad.. hmm.. do i have to forgo some part of the friendship due to all these kind of nitty gritty stuff.. erm.. its hard to tell how the mind of another person works..
packing my drawers of bags today.. sadly... i realized that i have lost 2 bags.. i dunno where they went to.. i need it cos its those small handbags to bring to dinner.. cant be bringing thse big bulky bags of mine ard.. now i guess i would have to folk out some money to get those kind of bags as well.. also some of my bags are a little chui already so i got to throw them away and bring in new ones.. yupz..
as for shoes.. erm.. i need slippers and more heels to go with my tops.. haha.. but the prob is i have to first clear the big wardrobe in my room.. clear the clothes bring in new and NECESSARY ONEs.. cos dad said that i have to clear it soon so that i can get a new cupboard.. the cupboard is as old as me le.. so it has worked enuff.. and its time to change it.. but the problem is how i am supposed to clear ALL the THINGS OUT! where to put them.. or jus throw the clothes away.. i will start once the june holiday begins.. cos then i wont have to rush off to work and still have to see my room in a messay state when i reach home.. it will also imply that once i start packing.. it will be flu-wee days cos i have sensitive nose and that my room will become a forbidden zone.. no one can entered it due to the packing that is in progress.. or rather the entire hse ba.. haha.. given the high chance that i will spread my junk across the room..
i cant wait for at least another 5 years to come quick.. then i will be working and i can more and less settled down.. i feel so 'floating' these few days.. suddenly its like a little bit aimless and everything.. maybe it has got to do w the result not known and also i not vv sure that things will worked out right being an accountant.. its still another 2 years but 2 years does past quickly.. i am already 19 going 20.. how fast.. ironically i tot i would wanna remain where i am in the primary school days.. with all the nonsense and fewer school politics.. yet at the same time i cant wait to see myself as a working adult with a fixed income and everything.. haha.. woohoo.. and i can start my financial planning and look forward to the next chapter of my life -- the thirty.. BUT it would mean that i can behave childishly, cant bounce around and crap as much and that ppl ard me will all become old.. then in between there will be lots of experiences and lots of ups and downs.. maybe i will be a nu qiang ren.. single and powerful, maybe i will be a wife of a loving husband.. maybe i will still be struggling with my debit and credits -_-'', maybe i will jus stop dreaming and hope that time freezes at that instant.. maybe.. lol.. i jus love dreaming.. :)
but i am so forgetful.. and have so many things to pack and do!( i thtink i have said that a million times infinity times) or rather my entire house have some many things.. haha.. imagine this.. my Primary 1 exercise books are still stuck in a corner of my room.. and my primary school uniform too.. thats the amount of junks i have.. but they are precious memories.. i love memories...
as for my personal life, i guessed jh must have said something.. thats why things turned out a little sad.. hmm.. do i have to forgo some part of the friendship due to all these kind of nitty gritty stuff.. erm.. its hard to tell how the mind of another person works..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
