interestingly, for the first time.. pamela here cried over the phone cos of a guy.. where have the so called strong girl went to..
there was once i did cried cos of guy but that was when he scolded me f*** and wanted to slap my face.. thankfully for cy to be around.. he comforted me and make me move on.. we are not close anymore.. dunno wad the cause of it... we jus drift apart..
however, most of the time, i always managed to hold on and be strong.. today i am gone..
finally i understand what is it to feel hurt and sad.. at this present stage i dunno wads right and wrong, wads the cause, why am i so affected.. why did it all ended like this, i think its jus all happen all of a sudden, or that it was something that has always been there between us, jus invisble for the time being.. all i know is i dun like the feeling.. suddenly everything jus dips down..
then i tot i wanna speak to someone.. talk to someone and feel more comforted.. but suddenly i realized.. i am lost..
dinner is settled.. its a good chance to go on a diet..
concert was gone, caused i decided to drown myself in work..
once someone told me that when u feel u are emotionally unbalance.. you are less likely to sink into depression.. yar i wont cos i am still mindful of wad i am doing..
interestingly, for the first time.. pamela here cried over the phone cos of a guy.. where have the so called strong girl went to..
there was once i did cried cos of guy but that was when he scolded me f*** and wanted to slap my face.. thankfully for cy to be around.. he comforted me and make me move on.. we are not close anymore.. dunno wad the cause of it... we jus drift apart..
however, most of the time, i always managed to hold on and be strong.. today i am gone..
finally i understand what is it to feel hurt and sad.. at this present stage i dunno wads right and wrong, wads the cause, why am i so affected.. why did it all ended like this, i think its jus all happen all of a sudden, or that it was something that has always been there between us, jus invisble for the time being.. all i know is i dun like the feeling.. suddenly everything jus dips down..
then i tot i wanna speak to someone.. talk to someone and feel more comforted.. but suddenly i realized.. i am lost..
dinner is settled.. its a good chance to go on a diet..
concert was gone, caused i decided to drown myself in work..
once someone told me that when u feel u are emotionally unbalance.. you are less likely to sink into depression.. yar i wont cos i am still mindful of wad i am doing..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
