i thought my dad and i was quite similar.. besides the fact that from young ppl say i looked so much like him ( i still dun think so today).. we have quite similar habits and preferences.. firstly in terms of the food we like.. i was vv much similar to him.. pineapples, yam..blah blah.. i stopped eating them because i cant have them anymore (:()but it doesnt meant that i dun like them.. my bro however was much diff.. he took after my mum.. and both of them loves crabs and seafood stuff.. haha.. as for my sis its a mix of both.. she jus loves everything.. lol.. not that i dun but i prefer certain food.. haha.. yar so i resembles my dad.. i dunno.. my dad can fall asleep anywhere as long as he is tired.. me too.. my bro and my mum are more particular abt their bed.. my bro used to vv like my mum.. but after all those camping experiences he did change.. haha..
also.. my bro is complaining abt how inflexible my brain works.. haha.. actually thats quite true.. i jus realized i type using my first three fingers without 'working' the rest.. when i played maple.. its just a one finger function.. same finger for attack, pick up and potions.. he changed my key i am at a lost.. haha.. so i cant drink potion and attack at the same time.. that explain why i die so often.. haha..
then as for the characters.. i think besides my bro who is much cooler in nature.. the rest of us in the family are considered hot tempered.. we are ALL stubborn but i think at the end of the day it was all because we meant well for the others.. ok admitted it i am the most stubborn.. haha.. defensive as well.. i am working on that.. ppl do change for the better..
bro asked me regarding some pw stuff today.. to my horror.. i found out that he will soon be the 'pw king'.. question mark?! lol.. i was once crowned the pw queen few years back because i did a lot for pw.. maybe i feel the responsibility in me.. i have grp members that will do their jobs too (except a few of cos -.-''so ironic) but since there were only 4 of us so its quite demanding.. and one or two had outside commitments.. so i pia my way thru.. looking back i did ard 20+ articles analysis and i gave some to ml willingly.. i did alot of the filing work and it all ended up with a band 2.. nt disappoint but not at all excited as well.. now my poor bro who has little knowledge abt how to go abt doing pw seemed to be facing a little trouble.. cos its his sch first attempt and the teachers seemed to be quite rigid and strict abt the info that should be released to the students.. and his pw mates are rather -.-.. i thought they took pw too lightly and make assumptions that all will be fine.. they wanted 3 interviews (!!!) and my bro have to go interview the people himself (!!!!!!!).. ok my bro jus complain a little but as a sis i think i will complain more.. its crazy lar.. he finished his part then his mates who havent asked him to do their part too.. so bad..
its jus run in the family alrite.. we (as in the kids- me, my bro, my sis) tend to carry all workload, i dunno why.. sometimes i thought back.. its jus make as look abit stupid in today's world.. besides the constant struggles to keep ourselves updated or try to keep ahead of others.. we increased our burdens but carrying other ppl stuff as well.. too responsible i would say.. but cant help it.. maybe we will jus have to believe in karma.. haha..
my fren was most probably off in another country trying to get used to the life there with her beloved.. she would be a PR there and maybe be back once in a while.. i doubt i will ever do that.. i doubt i will find such a husband to be.. i uds sometimes there isnt a choice.. but if i have a choice i wont... i will miss my family, miss the people here to nuts.. i wont ever try that at least.. i am not brave at all.. or maybe i love my family, my home and the people here too much.. too much to leave them behind..
she has found her happiness.. wish her luck =) not saying that she dun love her family or wad ok.. its jus i feel that i wont fit those kind of life because of my character.. because its me.. haha..
i thought my dad and i was quite similar.. besides the fact that from young ppl say i looked so much like him ( i still dun think so today).. we have quite similar habits and preferences.. firstly in terms of the food we like.. i was vv much similar to him.. pineapples, yam..blah blah.. i stopped eating them because i cant have them anymore (:()but it doesnt meant that i dun like them.. my bro however was much diff.. he took after my mum.. and both of them loves crabs and seafood stuff.. haha.. as for my sis its a mix of both.. she jus loves everything.. lol.. not that i dun but i prefer certain food.. haha.. yar so i resembles my dad.. i dunno.. my dad can fall asleep anywhere as long as he is tired.. me too.. my bro and my mum are more particular abt their bed.. my bro used to vv like my mum.. but after all those camping experiences he did change.. haha..
also.. my bro is complaining abt how inflexible my brain works.. haha.. actually thats quite true.. i jus realized i type using my first three fingers without 'working' the rest.. when i played maple.. its just a one finger function.. same finger for attack, pick up and potions.. he changed my key i am at a lost.. haha.. so i cant drink potion and attack at the same time.. that explain why i die so often.. haha..
then as for the characters.. i think besides my bro who is much cooler in nature.. the rest of us in the family are considered hot tempered.. we are ALL stubborn but i think at the end of the day it was all because we meant well for the others.. ok admitted it i am the most stubborn.. haha.. defensive as well.. i am working on that.. ppl do change for the better..
bro asked me regarding some pw stuff today.. to my horror.. i found out that he will soon be the 'pw king'.. question mark?! lol.. i was once crowned the pw queen few years back because i did a lot for pw.. maybe i feel the responsibility in me.. i have grp members that will do their jobs too (except a few of cos -.-''so ironic) but since there were only 4 of us so its quite demanding.. and one or two had outside commitments.. so i pia my way thru.. looking back i did ard 20+ articles analysis and i gave some to ml willingly.. i did alot of the filing work and it all ended up with a band 2.. nt disappoint but not at all excited as well.. now my poor bro who has little knowledge abt how to go abt doing pw seemed to be facing a little trouble.. cos its his sch first attempt and the teachers seemed to be quite rigid and strict abt the info that should be released to the students.. and his pw mates are rather -.-.. i thought they took pw too lightly and make assumptions that all will be fine.. they wanted 3 interviews (!!!) and my bro have to go interview the people himself (!!!!!!!).. ok my bro jus complain a little but as a sis i think i will complain more.. its crazy lar.. he finished his part then his mates who havent asked him to do their part too.. so bad..
its jus run in the family alrite.. we (as in the kids- me, my bro, my sis) tend to carry all workload, i dunno why.. sometimes i thought back.. its jus make as look abit stupid in today's world.. besides the constant struggles to keep ourselves updated or try to keep ahead of others.. we increased our burdens but carrying other ppl stuff as well.. too responsible i would say.. but cant help it.. maybe we will jus have to believe in karma.. haha..
my fren was most probably off in another country trying to get used to the life there with her beloved.. she would be a PR there and maybe be back once in a while.. i doubt i will ever do that.. i doubt i will find such a husband to be.. i uds sometimes there isnt a choice.. but if i have a choice i wont... i will miss my family, miss the people here to nuts.. i wont ever try that at least.. i am not brave at all.. or maybe i love my family, my home and the people here too much.. too much to leave them behind..
she has found her happiness.. wish her luck =) not saying that she dun love her family or wad ok.. its jus i feel that i wont fit those kind of life because of my character.. because its me.. haha..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
understanding myself..
