yesterday i did all i could, and said all i wanted.. indeed i feel much better and happier.. at least i am now taking notice of what ard me and is definitely more chatty.. i am glad.. haha.. after a so long 'bu xiang ren' days.. its was over.. and i hope i didnt affect ppl ard me too much.. i will be a good and understanding girl.. but i know i did affect quite a no. of ppl.. like my family for sure.. i missed up on a lot of discussion and dint even know something was gg on.. (-_-'') and of cos da which was at a lost.. but for goodness sake can he like jus learn to talk and comfort ppl.. stop being a fierce meanie.. oops.. haha.. hope he dun come back and look for me..
looking at the clock now, i was wondering if those 2 children that i played badminton with (yesterday) really went downstair to look for me.. maybe they did.. haha.. i not sure.. but they are cute..poor da was having a hard time.. i have frequent training playing ard with kids so it was alrite.. haha.. he will make a lousy daddy for sure.. ha.. second attack at him today.. ok forive him lar.. i deal with kids more often and i am better with them.. thats wad he say.. but after an hour of training.. he is improving.. :)
the main issue sen there was 'neglected kids' VS their maid.. poor children.. the maid wasnt even looking after them can.. their shuttlecock for stuck on the tree and the maid continue to talk on the phone.. the kids sat on the ground not doing anything, the maid continued.. hmm.. and when we were there.. she doesnt even bother.. the children being like at most 5 could have jus wandered off.. or i could jus have lured them away if i am a badie.. which of cos i wasnt.. and the most -_- part.. he got hungry halfway and get otah..
i never have a maid before.. but the best maid i ever came across will be my pri sch fren's maid.. she was really more than a maid.. she teaches them, cook, educate and even give 听写.. haha.. like mini student care.. she was good.. but in the future i cant foresee myself having a stranger walking ard the hse.. thats wad i thought now.. but i dun mind them doing up the dishes and house.. ha.. oops thats bad.. that is if i am working.. even if i am working i would wanna try to 'housewife handle' everything, cookings, washing, kids, blah.. thus i need a nice husband to help out.. HAHA! anw that is if i ever get married.. lol..
i cant look for other work now.. its like only a mth left.. no one wants someone who can only work a month.. i will do some self studying.. next sem chiong.. my aim is simple.. if i dun achieve it.. i think i will cry my heart and lungs out.. haha
yesterday i did all i could, and said all i wanted.. indeed i feel much better and happier.. at least i am now taking notice of what ard me and is definitely more chatty.. i am glad.. haha.. after a so long 'bu xiang ren' days.. its was over.. and i hope i didnt affect ppl ard me too much.. i will be a good and understanding girl.. but i know i did affect quite a no. of ppl.. like my family for sure.. i missed up on a lot of discussion and dint even know something was gg on.. (-_-'') and of cos da which was at a lost.. but for goodness sake can he like jus learn to talk and comfort ppl.. stop being a fierce meanie.. oops.. haha.. hope he dun come back and look for me..
looking at the clock now, i was wondering if those 2 children that i played badminton with (yesterday) really went downstair to look for me.. maybe they did.. haha.. i not sure.. but they are cute..poor da was having a hard time.. i have frequent training playing ard with kids so it was alrite.. haha.. he will make a lousy daddy for sure.. ha.. second attack at him today.. ok forive him lar.. i deal with kids more often and i am better with them.. thats wad he say.. but after an hour of training.. he is improving.. :)
the main issue sen there was 'neglected kids' VS their maid.. poor children.. the maid wasnt even looking after them can.. their shuttlecock for stuck on the tree and the maid continue to talk on the phone.. the kids sat on the ground not doing anything, the maid continued.. hmm.. and when we were there.. she doesnt even bother.. the children being like at most 5 could have jus wandered off.. or i could jus have lured them away if i am a badie.. which of cos i wasnt.. and the most -_- part.. he got hungry halfway and get otah..
i never have a maid before.. but the best maid i ever came across will be my pri sch fren's maid.. she was really more than a maid.. she teaches them, cook, educate and even give 听写.. haha.. like mini student care.. she was good.. but in the future i cant foresee myself having a stranger walking ard the hse.. thats wad i thought now.. but i dun mind them doing up the dishes and house.. ha.. oops thats bad.. that is if i am working.. even if i am working i would wanna try to 'housewife handle' everything, cookings, washing, kids, blah.. thus i need a nice husband to help out.. HAHA! anw that is if i ever get married.. lol..
i cant look for other work now.. its like only a mth left.. no one wants someone who can only work a month.. i will do some self studying.. next sem chiong.. my aim is simple.. if i dun achieve it.. i think i will cry my heart and lungs out.. haha
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
