my tummy is ballooning.. i dunno why.. but its jus a very bad feeling.. sorta have a lot of air and s*** inside.. sigh.. i cant accept the fact that i am growing fat.. actually i am quite sad of it you see.. although i wasnt at all skiiny all the while.. i am still happy with what i am.. sadly now.. i hate the tummy.. haizz..
running for 3 days le.. hmm.. still at the stage of conditioning.. and i feel so much a loner.. cos i actually prefer jogging alone.. haha.. actually i like the me when i do things myself.. weird right.. maybe a quiet moment of being myself does make you a better person.. :)
i am working hard, working hard to become the best of myself.. and school is starting in another 2 weeks times.. although i have quite a nice timetable.. its still bloody long days most of the time.. norm will be 830-430.. but given that i have to travel down.. i would have been awake at like 630 LATEST.. so yup.. and i have to put in my running schedule too.. yesh i will be busy.. and heard from yy that this coming sem will be a tough one.. with AA201 n AA202.. best nt to take another electives.. that xiong ar?!
i hope i can take it..
its all abt my poor tummy and getting fit.. plus getting ready for school..
i realized i have a habit now of observing wads ard me.. looking and then telling me if i wanted to be something like that.. or i dun wan to be like that.. i have converted my frequent hu si luan xiang to that.. learning to understand myself better..suddenly there is the thought abt me becoming 20 soon.. should have some plans abt my future.. :) vv fast or rather before i hit 22 i will most probably be in the society trying hard to be a survivor.. i will be one..
money or happiness? could i have both.. haha.. i am greedy.. but if i wont want happiness first then money.. haha.. well although money cant by happiness.. no money might easily result to unhappiness.. haha..
my tummy is ballooning.. i dunno why.. but its jus a very bad feeling.. sorta have a lot of air and s*** inside.. sigh.. i cant accept the fact that i am growing fat.. actually i am quite sad of it you see.. although i wasnt at all skiiny all the while.. i am still happy with what i am.. sadly now.. i hate the tummy.. haizz..
running for 3 days le.. hmm.. still at the stage of conditioning.. and i feel so much a loner.. cos i actually prefer jogging alone.. haha.. actually i like the me when i do things myself.. weird right.. maybe a quiet moment of being myself does make you a better person.. :)
i am working hard, working hard to become the best of myself.. and school is starting in another 2 weeks times.. although i have quite a nice timetable.. its still bloody long days most of the time.. norm will be 830-430.. but given that i have to travel down.. i would have been awake at like 630 LATEST.. so yup.. and i have to put in my running schedule too.. yesh i will be busy.. and heard from yy that this coming sem will be a tough one.. with AA201 n AA202.. best nt to take another electives.. that xiong ar?!
i hope i can take it..
its all abt my poor tummy and getting fit.. plus getting ready for school..
i realized i have a habit now of observing wads ard me.. looking and then telling me if i wanted to be something like that.. or i dun wan to be like that.. i have converted my frequent hu si luan xiang to that.. learning to understand myself better..suddenly there is the thought abt me becoming 20 soon.. should have some plans abt my future.. :) vv fast or rather before i hit 22 i will most probably be in the society trying hard to be a survivor.. i will be one..
money or happiness? could i have both.. haha.. i am greedy.. but if i wont want happiness first then money.. haha.. well although money cant by happiness.. no money might easily result to unhappiness.. haha..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
