i cant say if i am happy or not.. but yar soon in a blnk of the eye it will be term break and then tada the end year examinations..
brave me have decided to take up the challenge.. an science elective dealing with anything but bio. i always regretted not taking the subject up since my ambition then was to either become a vet or a zookeeper.. now there isnt much of a choice its to be an accountant.. haha.. anw.. schooling has been a big headache.. its now once again a life as a student and as a teacher.. it has to be like that no choice, be it tuition teacher or a school teacher.. its all gg to be extra responsibilty and of cos i must have the freaking ability to juggle my time, energy and wadever things that i left out..
i am at a lost sometimes abt wad i want of MY life.. sometimes i think so much that i wandered off to somewhere so far far away. i cant force myself to be contended with wad i have today and now. thats jus aint me.. i need to forecast and target myself.. i like plannings.. jus like the plans of wanting to be a successful person in my life, jus like foreseeing myself gg on some trips overseas, i enjoyed thinking abt wad happen as i moved on with life, maybe and definitely having enuff to support my family as i go on.. hacing a cute little puppy that i always wanted.. that of course ending up having a fulfilling life and with a career that is stable and having a happy family of my own..
a good question abt when i hope to achieve all those dreams and aims of mine.. hmm i always thought latest by the age of 32.. haha.. yesterday rally speech did set me off thinking abt a few things.. yup.. of course i have to prepare working till 67 or even older since i belong neither to the 50s or 60s range of age now.. i have to prepare to face the fierce competition of fresh bright graduates in the coming future.. because of the likelihood of more uni opening up.. and i have to start wondering if i belong to the grp that contributed to the 'increase life expectancy' -- simply meaning i have to keep real fit i guessed.. so that u can get t enjoyed yr CPF and stuff.. haha..
i guessed people our age isnt at all vv likely to think about their future and ya.. wad more what they wan in a relationship in the long run ( i am referring to teens or kids below 20-- in which i still belongs to), i got such a thpught while talking to a few kids online.. sadly speaking.. many didnt really have a aim in mind.. i thought a good thing when i reached uni was that i sort of understand wad i wan in my life.. started to like the idea of planning ahead. not that i wasnt organized before but now i see myself looking beyong a year or two.. looking into wad i wan in my life.. i dun really think its a bad thing thou thinking too much ish nt good.. but i am cutting down and controlling it well.. i feel i have 'matured' a little thru this year.. serious.. even my mum said that.. and of cos da say i have grown a little smarter because of my 'auntie suggestion' -.-''.. and someone said that i am being more rational and realistic now..
working to be a better me.. there ish still a long long way to go.. but i want to move on along with all my loved ones.. its nv the same feeling walking alone isnt it..
i cant say if i am happy or not.. but yar soon in a blnk of the eye it will be term break and then tada the end year examinations..
brave me have decided to take up the challenge.. an science elective dealing with anything but bio. i always regretted not taking the subject up since my ambition then was to either become a vet or a zookeeper.. now there isnt much of a choice its to be an accountant.. haha.. anw.. schooling has been a big headache.. its now once again a life as a student and as a teacher.. it has to be like that no choice, be it tuition teacher or a school teacher.. its all gg to be extra responsibilty and of cos i must have the freaking ability to juggle my time, energy and wadever things that i left out..
i am at a lost sometimes abt wad i want of MY life.. sometimes i think so much that i wandered off to somewhere so far far away. i cant force myself to be contended with wad i have today and now. thats jus aint me.. i need to forecast and target myself.. i like plannings.. jus like the plans of wanting to be a successful person in my life, jus like foreseeing myself gg on some trips overseas, i enjoyed thinking abt wad happen as i moved on with life, maybe and definitely having enuff to support my family as i go on.. hacing a cute little puppy that i always wanted.. that of course ending up having a fulfilling life and with a career that is stable and having a happy family of my own..
a good question abt when i hope to achieve all those dreams and aims of mine.. hmm i always thought latest by the age of 32.. haha.. yesterday rally speech did set me off thinking abt a few things.. yup.. of course i have to prepare working till 67 or even older since i belong neither to the 50s or 60s range of age now.. i have to prepare to face the fierce competition of fresh bright graduates in the coming future.. because of the likelihood of more uni opening up.. and i have to start wondering if i belong to the grp that contributed to the 'increase life expectancy' -- simply meaning i have to keep real fit i guessed.. so that u can get t enjoyed yr CPF and stuff.. haha..
i guessed people our age isnt at all vv likely to think about their future and ya.. wad more what they wan in a relationship in the long run ( i am referring to teens or kids below 20-- in which i still belongs to), i got such a thpught while talking to a few kids online.. sadly speaking.. many didnt really have a aim in mind.. i thought a good thing when i reached uni was that i sort of understand wad i wan in my life.. started to like the idea of planning ahead. not that i wasnt organized before but now i see myself looking beyong a year or two.. looking into wad i wan in my life.. i dun really think its a bad thing thou thinking too much ish nt good.. but i am cutting down and controlling it well.. i feel i have 'matured' a little thru this year.. serious.. even my mum said that.. and of cos da say i have grown a little smarter because of my 'auntie suggestion' -.-''.. and someone said that i am being more rational and realistic now..
working to be a better me.. there ish still a long long way to go.. but i want to move on along with all my loved ones.. its nv the same feeling walking alone isnt it..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
