a moment of shock and saddness struck me when i met bing in sch and she told me abt wad happen to this fren of mine..
sometimes things do come in the least expect form.. and of all things.. good things do come and go.. treasuring your love ones might be a thing that could be easily said but not easily done.. it jus brought me back to the instant three years back when i told i was on the verge of leaving. it still shivered me a little whenever i thought of that.. and my 'last' word then was that 'i dun wanna leave all these memories behind', then in i go into the semi unconcious stage.. i guessed the experience jus comes in an exp that can never be described.. although i was joking to ppl ard me then that i was fine and that its an exp no one would have.. i knew deep down that i wasnt that strong.even till now, there are tears whenever i rmbed my part abt saying i dint wanna leave.. cos there is so much left undone.. some much things i cant bear to part with..
i wasnt strong at all.. i jus thought.. and why i suddenly like planning and hates uncertainty.. maybe that event did make me so.. the fear of being suddenly lost.. not knowing wad to do, how to do or wad will happen to me the next day isnt a good feeling.. and the event did bring back my pessimism but at the same times i am proud to say i learn lots and lots.. esp to think farther ahead abd the appreciate each day.. embrace it as if there is no tmr.. partly it has shaped me, if not i wont have become the me today..
well of cos uni did shape me a little more.. now that i am all stressed out.. i thought i need to take some breathe off from work.. but the intense pressure jus didnt give me a chance to.. wad more the prof call to my hp ish freaking.. i hope its nth bad..
anw just wanna say 'be strong' .. its a part of growing up..
a moment of shock and saddness struck me when i met bing in sch and she told me abt wad happen to this fren of mine..
sometimes things do come in the least expect form.. and of all things.. good things do come and go.. treasuring your love ones might be a thing that could be easily said but not easily done.. it jus brought me back to the instant three years back when i told i was on the verge of leaving. it still shivered me a little whenever i thought of that.. and my 'last' word then was that 'i dun wanna leave all these memories behind', then in i go into the semi unconcious stage.. i guessed the experience jus comes in an exp that can never be described.. although i was joking to ppl ard me then that i was fine and that its an exp no one would have.. i knew deep down that i wasnt that strong.even till now, there are tears whenever i rmbed my part abt saying i dint wanna leave.. cos there is so much left undone.. some much things i cant bear to part with..
i wasnt strong at all.. i jus thought.. and why i suddenly like planning and hates uncertainty.. maybe that event did make me so.. the fear of being suddenly lost.. not knowing wad to do, how to do or wad will happen to me the next day isnt a good feeling.. and the event did bring back my pessimism but at the same times i am proud to say i learn lots and lots.. esp to think farther ahead abd the appreciate each day.. embrace it as if there is no tmr.. partly it has shaped me, if not i wont have become the me today..
well of cos uni did shape me a little more.. now that i am all stressed out.. i thought i need to take some breathe off from work.. but the intense pressure jus didnt give me a chance to.. wad more the prof call to my hp ish freaking.. i hope its nth bad..
anw just wanna say 'be strong' .. its a part of growing up..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
