Saturday, September 29, 2007

1. early in the morn make my way for tuition, then make my way back home for lunch
2. i saw the bill on my table and i was like omg.. i am so gg to eat grass soon
3. i printed a whole scary stack of notes that i cant figure out when i will finish them
4. i updated my list of 'to-dos' (freaking a lot)
5. constantly reminding myself to start working real hard like i did for my Os and As
6. then do up the confusing REA diagram using the newly downloaded software
7. come up with the ultimate nonsense table and description for that question
8. drop it onto the e-portal
9. stone
10. stone ... (repeat step 9 and 10 continuously)

with things to do on the desk.. i cant get myself to study or read them.. i know i have to get them done.. seriously, this is the kind of panick attacks that i have.. i like to compare and think abt wad others would have done and yea.. then think abt how i should have started.. and in the end spend so much time thinking that i forget that by saving up the time used on thinking how fast others are ahead of me, i could have at least close my gaps between them instead of drawing the distance further..

thats me..

and i love my dad, i know i am a lazy ass.. so he helped me stack the things which are in a mess in my room up.. thankfully.. haha..

10:07 PM | back to top

Saturday, September 29, 2007

1. early in the morn make my way for tuition, then make my way back home for lunch
2. i saw the bill on my table and i was like omg.. i am so gg to eat grass soon
3. i printed a whole scary stack of notes that i cant figure out when i will finish them
4. i updated my list of 'to-dos' (freaking a lot)
5. constantly reminding myself to start working real hard like i did for my Os and As
6. then do up the confusing REA diagram using the newly downloaded software
7. come up with the ultimate nonsense table and description for that question
8. drop it onto the e-portal
9. stone
10. stone ... (repeat step 9 and 10 continuously)

with things to do on the desk.. i cant get myself to study or read them.. i know i have to get them done.. seriously, this is the kind of panick attacks that i have.. i like to compare and think abt wad others would have done and yea.. then think abt how i should have started.. and in the end spend so much time thinking that i forget that by saving up the time used on thinking how fast others are ahead of me, i could have at least close my gaps between them instead of drawing the distance further..

thats me..

and i love my dad, i know i am a lazy ass.. so he helped me stack the things which are in a mess in my room up.. thankfully.. haha..

10:07 PM | back to top