well, i know the chances of me getting it is quite slim given that i still nt that confident with myself and yar its competition is quite tense..
but it will be a chance for me to learn.. now i am grabbing every opportunity for me to learn.. time really flies who know which day u will jus lie down and never ever wake up again.. its scary isnt it.. but it is now time for me to prove something.. what are the things that i am proud of or can be proud of..
besides maybe having a wonderful family, a memorable childhood, a happening academic life, i have never really did something all by myself and be proud of it.. i have never been on the stage because i am the top scorer of the school.. i have never been in the dean's list (p.s. not even in the honours scroll i think.. its my fault).. but actually on the other side i was never on the stage because of being the naughtiest girl in school, or that i have did something that was a disgrace.. i was always standing or sitting there among the crowd..
nothing wrong with that.. i am jus being myself and being normal.. and i like that.. i dun wanna be someone that is in the limelight for something terrible.. i just wanna answer for myself.. i think that is not difficult.. i think i have started to think too much again.. but i like this psychologically aspects of life..
understanding the whys, the hows and wads in it for me..
and my dearest pillow is still carrying the status of MIA.. i wondered where it went..
well, i know the chances of me getting it is quite slim given that i still nt that confident with myself and yar its competition is quite tense..
but it will be a chance for me to learn.. now i am grabbing every opportunity for me to learn.. time really flies who know which day u will jus lie down and never ever wake up again.. its scary isnt it.. but it is now time for me to prove something.. what are the things that i am proud of or can be proud of..
besides maybe having a wonderful family, a memorable childhood, a happening academic life, i have never really did something all by myself and be proud of it.. i have never been on the stage because i am the top scorer of the school.. i have never been in the dean's list (p.s. not even in the honours scroll i think.. its my fault).. but actually on the other side i was never on the stage because of being the naughtiest girl in school, or that i have did something that was a disgrace.. i was always standing or sitting there among the crowd..
nothing wrong with that.. i am jus being myself and being normal.. and i like that.. i dun wanna be someone that is in the limelight for something terrible.. i just wanna answer for myself.. i think that is not difficult.. i think i have started to think too much again.. but i like this psychologically aspects of life..
understanding the whys, the hows and wads in it for me..
and my dearest pillow is still carrying the status of MIA.. i wondered where it went..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
