am i sad? yes, truly deeply from the bottom of my heart.
its the end.. with only sunday left.. and yes.. i have did not a single practise or revision, neither have i produce much for the recess week.. so wad have i been doing.. busy travelling to and fro from places to places, attending some talk that i dunno why was i even there and yar project meetings which were more or less a waste of time cos in the end, nearer the dateline, we have to meet up as usual, more frequently and also there are lots of preparation work that has to be done at home by yourself..
i finally have some sense of direction, i dunno wads really 'in' for me as a career but i know what is definitely 'out', i couldnt even make myself to like what i am looking at and i know i gave a total turn out face there.. as in nth an unhappy face but rather and uninterested look.. haha.. i now that isnt my cup of tea.. i still prefer wad i orginally tot i will be stepping into ever since the first day i knew i got into acountancy.. thou teaching might vv much be a passion as well..
i hate my recess week.. i hate it more when i tot i have had so many useless meeting while mt only have like 2? and i i hate it ever more when the thought that came to me was that these ppl there are mugging like hell, and yar studying and reading up like shit, catching up on FRS, thinking abt the coming quiz, while i am sitting there rotting...?
i really hate it.. but like da say today was supposed to be chill day.. and yar chill from all the one week of hectic schedule.. and yar of course if i were to niam this to him.. he will jus tell me not to compare.. i cant cos i got so many smart kids ard and i am not that bright.. like wad the CFO i met that day said, ' a day is jus as important, many smart people would have ran ahead of you. so why having a year of rotation when there are like millions of people running ahead, climbing the ladder of success before you?' yea.. so the not so bright ppl like me will have a zillions of people before me in a split second.. haha...
am i sad? yes, truly deeply from the bottom of my heart.
its the end.. with only sunday left.. and yes.. i have did not a single practise or revision, neither have i produce much for the recess week.. so wad have i been doing.. busy travelling to and fro from places to places, attending some talk that i dunno why was i even there and yar project meetings which were more or less a waste of time cos in the end, nearer the dateline, we have to meet up as usual, more frequently and also there are lots of preparation work that has to be done at home by yourself..
i finally have some sense of direction, i dunno wads really 'in' for me as a career but i know what is definitely 'out', i couldnt even make myself to like what i am looking at and i know i gave a total turn out face there.. as in nth an unhappy face but rather and uninterested look.. haha.. i now that isnt my cup of tea.. i still prefer wad i orginally tot i will be stepping into ever since the first day i knew i got into acountancy.. thou teaching might vv much be a passion as well..
i hate my recess week.. i hate it more when i tot i have had so many useless meeting while mt only have like 2? and i i hate it ever more when the thought that came to me was that these ppl there are mugging like hell, and yar studying and reading up like shit, catching up on FRS, thinking abt the coming quiz, while i am sitting there rotting...?
i really hate it.. but like da say today was supposed to be chill day.. and yar chill from all the one week of hectic schedule.. and yar of course if i were to niam this to him.. he will jus tell me not to compare.. i cant cos i got so many smart kids ard and i am not that bright.. like wad the CFO i met that day said, ' a day is jus as important, many smart people would have ran ahead of you. so why having a year of rotation when there are like millions of people running ahead, climbing the ladder of success before you?' yea.. so the not so bright ppl like me will have a zillions of people before me in a split second.. haha...
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
