i woke up today feeling weird.. jus weird.. i thought i could have drop the things but i cant.. its kind of feeling that i nv have before.. or rather its the kind of feeling that i feel stupid yet at the same time feel vv strongly about.. it leads me to wondering if something is really wrong, or was i like all along denyingb that its a large problem and jus being cool and calm?
i am really mix up.. i am not really unhappy.. jus nt really happy.. i thought i wanted to talk it out.. but where to start from and how to go abt it.. i rather not have my shield up and fighting against both myself and himself..
whether there is suitability, it is nvr in my mind...
i woke up today feeling weird.. jus weird.. i thought i could have drop the things but i cant.. its kind of feeling that i nv have before.. or rather its the kind of feeling that i feel stupid yet at the same time feel vv strongly about.. it leads me to wondering if something is really wrong, or was i like all along denyingb that its a large problem and jus being cool and calm?
i am really mix up.. i am not really unhappy.. jus nt really happy.. i thought i wanted to talk it out.. but where to start from and how to go abt it.. i rather not have my shield up and fighting against both myself and himself..
whether there is suitability, it is nvr in my mind...
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
