well once again, what i predicted was true.. i didnt get into the MIE and to matter worst quite a number of ppl wwnt in so am i like super lousy or something..
i kept wanting to start my exam preparations.. cmon its like jus another month to the papaers and its like as of today less than a month.. i have still quite a number of things to catch up thou i have to agre with myself that i am more consistent this term round.. however.. there are lots of incomplete coursework and they are like suffocating me..
whats left for projects/ coursework alone.
AC213: 2 written reports, 2 presentations AB214: 1 written report, 1 post writing test, 1 final presentation AA201: 1 written report, 1 presentation AA202: 1 written report
there is a million of unfinished work and i am stuck with my progress of:
213: ever since god know when.. but i understand the class. havent memorize anything 214: still ok i was consistent, but my eng is the you know it kind of standard 201: after ICA i have stop catching up le. and make matter worst my ICA sucks. 202: think its the most updated one. however there is still unclear concepts along the ways. 801: lectures that i missed. ahhh...
i wanna very much to be slacking and happy.. but i know that the ideal situation that will never be happening.. everyday when i took the train back without fail i will find some backpackers with those super huge backpacks in my cabin.. are those the kind of life that i hope and wish for, actually i wasnt very sure.. but i really thought i wanted that kind of life, then today in class.. a group presented on what it is like to be 'young and financially free'.. hmm isnt it the aim of everyone.. i dun dream of earning big bucks.. but to enjoy this life that i will live as Pamela.. life can be rather short given that the time flew past like every sec when i am typing this entry.. who knows wad tmr might be.. i wanna be happy and bring out the best, but sometimes i jus thought i was so tired abt trying to be competitive yet not making it to the top.. well, ppl say to be conteneted with where u are but arent we all so competitive? not jus in terms of sch work and work stuff, even in games we are always competiting and not willing to loss out.. thats human i guess..
jus have lots and lots of thing but i am pushing them back one by one.. i dunno what will it be like when i really step into the business sector.. some say expects a million times worst scenario, some say then u will be earning money so u will automatically do yr jobs well, some say its gg to get better.. as for me? i will tell you when i am in there.. :)
bet a thing or rather a few things that remained unchange throughout my life.. my 5 big BIG dreams to achieve.. slowly one by one i will get them to become my reality.. i really hope so..
well once again, what i predicted was true.. i didnt get into the MIE and to matter worst quite a number of ppl wwnt in so am i like super lousy or something..
i kept wanting to start my exam preparations.. cmon its like jus another month to the papaers and its like as of today less than a month.. i have still quite a number of things to catch up thou i have to agre with myself that i am more consistent this term round.. however.. there are lots of incomplete coursework and they are like suffocating me..
whats left for projects/ coursework alone.
AC213: 2 written reports, 2 presentations AB214: 1 written report, 1 post writing test, 1 final presentation AA201: 1 written report, 1 presentation AA202: 1 written report
there is a million of unfinished work and i am stuck with my progress of:
213: ever since god know when.. but i understand the class. havent memorize anything 214: still ok i was consistent, but my eng is the you know it kind of standard 201: after ICA i have stop catching up le. and make matter worst my ICA sucks. 202: think its the most updated one. however there is still unclear concepts along the ways. 801: lectures that i missed. ahhh...
i wanna very much to be slacking and happy.. but i know that the ideal situation that will never be happening.. everyday when i took the train back without fail i will find some backpackers with those super huge backpacks in my cabin.. are those the kind of life that i hope and wish for, actually i wasnt very sure.. but i really thought i wanted that kind of life, then today in class.. a group presented on what it is like to be 'young and financially free'.. hmm isnt it the aim of everyone.. i dun dream of earning big bucks.. but to enjoy this life that i will live as Pamela.. life can be rather short given that the time flew past like every sec when i am typing this entry.. who knows wad tmr might be.. i wanna be happy and bring out the best, but sometimes i jus thought i was so tired abt trying to be competitive yet not making it to the top.. well, ppl say to be conteneted with where u are but arent we all so competitive? not jus in terms of sch work and work stuff, even in games we are always competiting and not willing to loss out.. thats human i guess..
jus have lots and lots of thing but i am pushing them back one by one.. i dunno what will it be like when i really step into the business sector.. some say expects a million times worst scenario, some say then u will be earning money so u will automatically do yr jobs well, some say its gg to get better.. as for me? i will tell you when i am in there.. :)
bet a thing or rather a few things that remained unchange throughout my life.. my 5 big BIG dreams to achieve.. slowly one by one i will get them to become my reality.. i really hope so..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little