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Friday, October 26, 2007


there of a lot of things till i wanna scream OMG out loud like a tri-zillions times..

its like another less 2 weeks plus to exam and i havent start revising.. worst of all the projects arent clearing up and its still the wholelists of them.. no change to it.. lots of things need to be done and i am starting to pity myself.. pity my poor life.. worst of all its not a project making you learn enuff for exams.. its more of some soft skills that u learn along the ways and maybe understand the concepts of the particular 'skills involved' a little.. but u know.. tests dun really come out with questions that are related to the topics involved in the projects..

i am real tired, real real tired.. i suddenly have the feeling of not studying and maybe get a day break from MS word, powerpoint, notes, lectures, edventures and tutorials.. but its like every seconds counts.. how can i forgo them..

i think i really wasnt in the right state of mind till today i nearly fall asleep when driving home.. i was ok but once i drive i slipped into a moment of daze.. its dangerous i know.. its real dangerous.. and yar and i can slipped down liek a few steps and landed on the ground with a thud.. yes that happen to me in school.. luckily its a graceful fall cos i am in a skirt and had a labtop with me.. i know the ankle hurts after that but i am glad i didnt sprain it.. heng ar!

i wanna the sem to past quickly but i wanna a good enuff grade as well which mean i need time to freeze and let me have sufficient time to work on my concepts.. the ironic thing is not jus this.. i am really NOT gifted in it and this make me a little sad and regretting.. but at the same time i like the kind of accounting stuffie quite a lot.. comparable to teaching i guess.. maybe lose out abit lar.. i scared i cant survive the hectic life of an accountant.. i nvr dreamt of earning like 10 times more than what i need.. a comfortable amt of money will be good enuff.. i wanna live my life to the fullest thats all.. but its seems so difficult at times huh.. u cant do what u desire and want.. have to forgo one for another.. there is always the opportunity cost..

so i am starting to picture where and what will i be 10 years after graduation..


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