ever since the start of this angel and mortal game.. i am grateful esp for all that you have put in and gave me. well, you have been my angel for 2 years and ya i understand it has been quite tough on you.. never once have i regretted getting you as my game partner.. maybe its all fated or is it a random pick.. watever it is i never regret.
before u became my angel, we played many many rounds of the game with others.. busy looking out for people with whom could possibly be part of our own game. however, no one has ever since introduced us to a new round.. we are stuck in this game and you have been mine since then..
i am never a good mortal. i know it has been difficult trying to please me.. ya and as a mortal i broke the most important rule of breaking 'the promise'. i seriously regretted the first time i decide to sack you off and push u away so that you can become the guardian of others.. i seriously seriously seriously regret it. if i could turn things back, i would have remove that evial thought from my head. listen to yr call rather than mr. devil. now this shawdow of his stayed with me and i have to slowly remove it.
you are to me an angel that made some many promises and assurance, to be there for me when i need, to answer my urgent calls, to encourage me to become a better person, to console me when i am down. an angel that change specially to suit me. thats you to me.
sometimes i am naughty, i dont listen to what i say. you tolerate with my nonsense. you tried to be nice and kind. you were patient. but the nonsense continue nevertheless. many times i ignored yor letter. refuse to talk or gave a reply. you continued to wait patiently. i wanna tell you i am sorry. i dunno how to face you at times. i cant get myself to say. so i leave with a dunno as an answer cos i jus find it hard to express myself.
as my angel, i dunno how much you understand me. i dunno how long you will be there for me. maybe one day i will become yr angel. or the game might jus end, happily or sadly. things change. as we move on, uncertainty lies ahead. i will continue to be strong. i mean u know i am an emotional freak. i alr tried vv hard to control. for me it is something taht is of a big challenge to me -- to control the tears from flowing when i am unhappy, angry or sad. i jus dun like to show this weak side of me. but i guess its hard to hide from you.
i hope you can tell me more abt how you feel. i wanna know, my dear angel. i know i am selfish. you have tried to answer all my needs. you changed the set of rules and regulations for me. but i still want more. more than jus yr orh and ya. i am selfish, aint i? punish me with the most poisonous portion or the worst spell of yours. or alternatively, leave me and go in search of another one. before i hang on to you like a leech and never let you go. i am serious.
ever since the start of this angel and mortal game.. i am grateful esp for all that you have put in and gave me. well, you have been my angel for 2 years and ya i understand it has been quite tough on you.. never once have i regretted getting you as my game partner.. maybe its all fated or is it a random pick.. watever it is i never regret.
before u became my angel, we played many many rounds of the game with others.. busy looking out for people with whom could possibly be part of our own game. however, no one has ever since introduced us to a new round.. we are stuck in this game and you have been mine since then..
i am never a good mortal. i know it has been difficult trying to please me.. ya and as a mortal i broke the most important rule of breaking 'the promise'. i seriously regretted the first time i decide to sack you off and push u away so that you can become the guardian of others.. i seriously seriously seriously regret it. if i could turn things back, i would have remove that evial thought from my head. listen to yr call rather than mr. devil. now this shawdow of his stayed with me and i have to slowly remove it.
you are to me an angel that made some many promises and assurance, to be there for me when i need, to answer my urgent calls, to encourage me to become a better person, to console me when i am down. an angel that change specially to suit me. thats you to me.
sometimes i am naughty, i dont listen to what i say. you tolerate with my nonsense. you tried to be nice and kind. you were patient. but the nonsense continue nevertheless. many times i ignored yor letter. refuse to talk or gave a reply. you continued to wait patiently. i wanna tell you i am sorry. i dunno how to face you at times. i cant get myself to say. so i leave with a dunno as an answer cos i jus find it hard to express myself.
as my angel, i dunno how much you understand me. i dunno how long you will be there for me. maybe one day i will become yr angel. or the game might jus end, happily or sadly. things change. as we move on, uncertainty lies ahead. i will continue to be strong. i mean u know i am an emotional freak. i alr tried vv hard to control. for me it is something taht is of a big challenge to me -- to control the tears from flowing when i am unhappy, angry or sad. i jus dun like to show this weak side of me. but i guess its hard to hide from you.
i hope you can tell me more abt how you feel. i wanna know, my dear angel. i know i am selfish. you have tried to answer all my needs. you changed the set of rules and regulations for me. but i still want more. more than jus yr orh and ya. i am selfish, aint i? punish me with the most poisonous portion or the worst spell of yours. or alternatively, leave me and go in search of another one. before i hang on to you like a leech and never let you go. i am serious.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
to my angel..
