a week of school had past by.. today is alr tues.. and yup i have seen all my tutors plus experience how much energy can be drawn and sucked out of me this sem.. well, its freakily tiring to have class from 830 to 630.. to have long wait in between of other days.. but this sem i will need to push my grade up further.. a lousy year 1 sem 2 is enuff.. enough to make a super duper big difference..
i finally got my marketing text and yes.. that guy was kind enuff to lend me for FREE.. so i saved 10 bucks from buying second hand, older editions. the current new textbook cost 48.. so in actual fact i did save up a lot.. i asked my friend to help me photocopy tax.. its was vv well done.. thick ink and everything.. but problem lies in i guess its a little ex huh.. thinner as compared to my photocopied FRS text.. it costed me 3 bucks more.. its ok.. at least i saved the trouble..
reading is piling up.. i mean not really piling up but its jus a lot to do per week.. i am a little confused thou.. i seemed to understand the 1 week of sch jus fine.. but sometimes i really need the kinda push and of cos determination to carry on.. well, i dun believe i am stupid (cos at least i once were from not so bad school and ya my grade werent so bad. it landed me in an accting course) its jus maybe the accounting field wasnt really wad i am really go at.. its has got to be something to do with my thinking the way i perceieved things.. as in nt so wonderful maybe cos my foundation wasnt strong.. i will do what i can.. i have change the mindset of leaving to workplace before i prove myself wrong.. i will prove to myself that i will do it at least for this sem.. even if i didnt do super well, at least i made the effort right..
i count myself lucky.. this sem round, my tutors were quite alright.. whether they 'like' me anot is a separate issue.. the thing is that at least most of them are entertaining and most importantly can teach..
i nearly freak out when choosing mkting grp today.. crap the same person in my stats proj (oh well, she is still in my risk project) but marketing?! like require lots of teamwork.. the rest of the pple according to my friends are last min workers too.. i mean i am nt that fantanstic.. so i have alr decided to drop that class and add a fri class even if it means i have to travel another day to sch.. luckily.. so more ppl came in and ya.. i manage to change grp.. ok.. i know i am being so 现实.. but i really dun wan history to repeat itslef.. i knew i cant blame it on my sem2 yr 1 groups.. but they are really sucky and shitty.. i have to carry out the entire project myself.. and then got real sick and stuff?! lets nt talk abt the past.. jus happy i am lucky this time round.. :)
i will work hard for it..
lastly, i am lucky things could be talked out.. and that i didnt give up.. work hard together ok..
a week of school had past by.. today is alr tues.. and yup i have seen all my tutors plus experience how much energy can be drawn and sucked out of me this sem.. well, its freakily tiring to have class from 830 to 630.. to have long wait in between of other days.. but this sem i will need to push my grade up further.. a lousy year 1 sem 2 is enuff.. enough to make a super duper big difference..
i finally got my marketing text and yes.. that guy was kind enuff to lend me for FREE.. so i saved 10 bucks from buying second hand, older editions. the current new textbook cost 48.. so in actual fact i did save up a lot.. i asked my friend to help me photocopy tax.. its was vv well done.. thick ink and everything.. but problem lies in i guess its a little ex huh.. thinner as compared to my photocopied FRS text.. it costed me 3 bucks more.. its ok.. at least i saved the trouble..
reading is piling up.. i mean not really piling up but its jus a lot to do per week.. i am a little confused thou.. i seemed to understand the 1 week of sch jus fine.. but sometimes i really need the kinda push and of cos determination to carry on.. well, i dun believe i am stupid (cos at least i once were from not so bad school and ya my grade werent so bad. it landed me in an accting course) its jus maybe the accounting field wasnt really wad i am really go at.. its has got to be something to do with my thinking the way i perceieved things.. as in nt so wonderful maybe cos my foundation wasnt strong.. i will do what i can.. i have change the mindset of leaving to workplace before i prove myself wrong.. i will prove to myself that i will do it at least for this sem.. even if i didnt do super well, at least i made the effort right..
i count myself lucky.. this sem round, my tutors were quite alright.. whether they 'like' me anot is a separate issue.. the thing is that at least most of them are entertaining and most importantly can teach..
i nearly freak out when choosing mkting grp today.. crap the same person in my stats proj (oh well, she is still in my risk project) but marketing?! like require lots of teamwork.. the rest of the pple according to my friends are last min workers too.. i mean i am nt that fantanstic.. so i have alr decided to drop that class and add a fri class even if it means i have to travel another day to sch.. luckily.. so more ppl came in and ya.. i manage to change grp.. ok.. i know i am being so 现实.. but i really dun wan history to repeat itslef.. i knew i cant blame it on my sem2 yr 1 groups.. but they are really sucky and shitty.. i have to carry out the entire project myself.. and then got real sick and stuff?! lets nt talk abt the past.. jus happy i am lucky this time round.. :)
i will work hard for it..
lastly, i am lucky things could be talked out.. and that i didnt give up.. work hard together ok..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
the good and lucky day..
