i so tired that i slept whenever i can.. so tired that i feel so lazy abt things, so tired that i am turning a zombie.. i felt stiff both physical and mentally..
when there is a need to make priority i always seem to pick up a wrong choice, when i tought i should be given a chance to know myself better.. i start to get all confused again.. i can teach everyone 101 ways to be depressed.. luckily i am no psycho..
i know i am lucky but yes till the extend that i have gotten to present for 3 classes right after cny.. the break that i have so long be looking forward to..
i made an arrangement purposely to stay at home, i changed my perception that well i jus give it a try and wait, accept some last min kinda stuff, so leave my day free aft last week episode of me planning ahead of time.. but again, the things dint really seem right.. but its ok more time for tutorials.. i will have to see it this way.. disappointed? err.. if i say i am not, gotta be lying.. so i made a conclusion, either its all fated or that wad i want never happen at the vv end..
i guessed i have changed.. for a temper of mine.. i mean in this situation of not telling me before hand that the initial plan wasnt jus both of us ( i dun mind but jus hope that i know abt it from the start) and i waited, forgoing my lunch and that is the final outcome.. i would have gone a bit crazy by now.. cos i have a bloody bad temper like duh.. weirdly, now things seem ok. its kinda a numb feeling i got.. but i have accepted it which is good or maybe its jus all buried beneath...
i so tired that i slept whenever i can.. so tired that i feel so lazy abt things, so tired that i am turning a zombie.. i felt stiff both physical and mentally..
when there is a need to make priority i always seem to pick up a wrong choice, when i tought i should be given a chance to know myself better.. i start to get all confused again.. i can teach everyone 101 ways to be depressed.. luckily i am no psycho..
i know i am lucky but yes till the extend that i have gotten to present for 3 classes right after cny.. the break that i have so long be looking forward to..
i made an arrangement purposely to stay at home, i changed my perception that well i jus give it a try and wait, accept some last min kinda stuff, so leave my day free aft last week episode of me planning ahead of time.. but again, the things dint really seem right.. but its ok more time for tutorials.. i will have to see it this way.. disappointed? err.. if i say i am not, gotta be lying.. so i made a conclusion, either its all fated or that wad i want never happen at the vv end..
i guessed i have changed.. for a temper of mine.. i mean in this situation of not telling me before hand that the initial plan wasnt jus both of us ( i dun mind but jus hope that i know abt it from the start) and i waited, forgoing my lunch and that is the final outcome.. i would have gone a bit crazy by now.. cos i have a bloody bad temper like duh.. weirdly, now things seem ok. its kinda a numb feeling i got.. but i have accepted it which is good or maybe its jus all buried beneath...
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
