i guess is the result of banking too much on the coy law paper, that didnt turn out prefect.
and the endless tests that are of the open-book nature.
i cant figure what to memorize and what not.
plus those poor fingers of mine.
i think they have been vv much abused.
i wanna be weak and not turn down the doc's offer of giving me a memo
that will give them some good rest with the more time allocated.
i realized trying to be strong is not a good choice afterall.
i cant wait for the exams to be over.
oh ya.
i decided to try a new chinese doc. well, i have to resort to this treatment while i wait for my 'challenge' in July to be done. he did instill some confidence in me.
i am glad.
his few simple questions really set me thinking. suddenly i just felt a total stranger sitting within me - i no longer know myself well enough.
was it because of what's happening ard me? or just because of the way i am brought up in?
well, there is still no answer to all those questions.
or maybe its because i did rather not admit that i actually knew what's going on.
i guess is the result of banking too much on the coy law paper, that didnt turn out prefect.
and the endless tests that are of the open-book nature.
i cant figure what to memorize and what not.
plus those poor fingers of mine.
i think they have been vv much abused.
i wanna be weak and not turn down the doc's offer of giving me a memo
that will give them some good rest with the more time allocated.
i realized trying to be strong is not a good choice afterall.
i cant wait for the exams to be over.
oh ya.
i decided to try a new chinese doc. well, i have to resort to this treatment while i wait for my 'challenge' in July to be done. he did instill some confidence in me.
i am glad.
his few simple questions really set me thinking. suddenly i just felt a total stranger sitting within me - i no longer know myself well enough.
was it because of what's happening ard me? or just because of the way i am brought up in?
well, there is still no answer to all those questions.
or maybe its because i did rather not admit that i actually knew what's going on.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
