the feeling sucks when u hear that.. not that i wanna comment much on it but it really sucks.. the moments it came out of the mouth it striked me hard right onto my face.. i guess insensitivity plays a part..
sometimes i wonder if being contented were wrong, someone just enlightened me.. i cant revert back to the nice old time and make all necessary changes. I wished I do what I i meant.. be contented and move on, but well, thinking abt it is always easy, exercising it will be hard.. again, i tried very hard to be strong and feel strong, but all i get each time = more emptiness.. crap..
course grade for this sem was ok.. still on targets.. i have to move on to studying for EOS then PA.. thousands trizillions things.. have to handle it one by one.. if nt i were most prob be stoning to the last day..
tmr i am gg to have oral test.. which is freakingly scary..
then studies..
then trying to find effective teaching and learning methods
then that stupid thing..
i can only say i am worried sick.. with all these things in mind..
the feeling sucks when u hear that.. not that i wanna comment much on it but it really sucks.. the moments it came out of the mouth it striked me hard right onto my face.. i guess insensitivity plays a part..
sometimes i wonder if being contented were wrong, someone just enlightened me.. i cant revert back to the nice old time and make all necessary changes. I wished I do what I i meant.. be contented and move on, but well, thinking abt it is always easy, exercising it will be hard.. again, i tried very hard to be strong and feel strong, but all i get each time = more emptiness.. crap..
course grade for this sem was ok.. still on targets.. i have to move on to studying for EOS then PA.. thousands trizillions things.. have to handle it one by one.. if nt i were most prob be stoning to the last day..
tmr i am gg to have oral test.. which is freakingly scary..
then studies..
then trying to find effective teaching and learning methods
then that stupid thing..
i can only say i am worried sick.. with all these things in mind..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
