i cleared a number of case. of cos not by myself but i sure do learn quite a bit. but the learning curve is decreasing exponietially. jus getting more and more familiar each time. but i was given the P/L to do not others of cos. since B/S is suppose to be more tedious and higher risk.
i know we cant expect much. but sometimes the idea of stoning in the poffice at the control of others is definitely nt vv nice. but i guess thats where we have to start w. being the youngest, least experience. be it in big 4 or anywhere else. this is gg to be the case.
things has smoothens out. i guess any r/s will bound to have ups and downs. i jus hope. jus hope. the same hope. guess dear is right. i am afraid to step any deeper cos i know it will be a painful fall if anything happen. but if i let go of it anytime, its gg to be gone forever.
yestarday eclub peeps meet up to celebarte the birthday of our Mr. Smiley. well, i was a little sick still from the flu bug i caught last week. so ya. i know i sang horrendously. not that i sang well when i am fine but sure yesterday was terrible. hope yr enjoyed himself and ya. its jus a simple thing. for a while there will not be any birthday celebration. at least for what i know now unless its uni friends. cos i guess everyone is so busy with internship to really catch up.
meeting up w eclub people is really fun. i guess they really made up a huge part of my memories back in JC. i dunno if the others thought so too but it so for me. we might be close back then but now its kind of a little different. spur me thinking as to whether how long that will be. you dun see yr parents meeting up with their friends that often right? haha. maybe thats what people usually call, changes observed during the different stages of life. hopefully, we as a grp will have a chance to go overseas before we move on to the next chapter of our life.
see, i really think too too much.
i like to plan ahead. i no i am not someone that practise magic and wizardry ( i dunno what u call that). so things ahead sure seem uncertain. but i am those kind that really cant take things one at a time. i hate a whole list of things sitting on my desk awaiting me to clear them. thus, i will complete things to a chapter, if not fully before i move on to another. maybe that explain why during exam period its ultra duperly stress. since u see all the modules' notes on desks awaiting you to clear yet dunno how to start.
i am always confused then.
i am selfish too. wants things fast, greedy for more. thats explain my ever present worried-ness. so much so that it got too obvious recently. i worry abt anything under the sun till mum scolded me the other day. HAHA! then my parents keep telling me to relax. and of cos my weekly trip to the chi doc prove so too. my BP is so low. and ya plus some part of my pulse tells the anxiety in me. the doc from clinic and hospitals suspects some anxiety too and that i am suffering from some migrane. lots of things huh.
but i think one day i dun go think abt all these. i must have been a changed person. HAHA i carry a lot of responsibilities that i feel i should. i wont drop them but maybe i will consider sharing. but i dunno how to share with others so i accept it.
and ask me if work is stressed? my life is stress? i will tell u no. cos i ahve been living with this kind of 'habit' for god-knows-when. i still know i am happy. jus a little dangerous. haha.
oops, its such a long entry while at work. oops. haha.
i cleared a number of case. of cos not by myself but i sure do learn quite a bit. but the learning curve is decreasing exponietially. jus getting more and more familiar each time. but i was given the P/L to do not others of cos. since B/S is suppose to be more tedious and higher risk.
i know we cant expect much. but sometimes the idea of stoning in the poffice at the control of others is definitely nt vv nice. but i guess thats where we have to start w. being the youngest, least experience. be it in big 4 or anywhere else. this is gg to be the case.
things has smoothens out. i guess any r/s will bound to have ups and downs. i jus hope. jus hope. the same hope. guess dear is right. i am afraid to step any deeper cos i know it will be a painful fall if anything happen. but if i let go of it anytime, its gg to be gone forever.
yestarday eclub peeps meet up to celebarte the birthday of our Mr. Smiley. well, i was a little sick still from the flu bug i caught last week. so ya. i know i sang horrendously. not that i sang well when i am fine but sure yesterday was terrible. hope yr enjoyed himself and ya. its jus a simple thing. for a while there will not be any birthday celebration. at least for what i know now unless its uni friends. cos i guess everyone is so busy with internship to really catch up.
meeting up w eclub people is really fun. i guess they really made up a huge part of my memories back in JC. i dunno if the others thought so too but it so for me. we might be close back then but now its kind of a little different. spur me thinking as to whether how long that will be. you dun see yr parents meeting up with their friends that often right? haha. maybe thats what people usually call, changes observed during the different stages of life. hopefully, we as a grp will have a chance to go overseas before we move on to the next chapter of our life.
see, i really think too too much.
i like to plan ahead. i no i am not someone that practise magic and wizardry ( i dunno what u call that). so things ahead sure seem uncertain. but i am those kind that really cant take things one at a time. i hate a whole list of things sitting on my desk awaiting me to clear them. thus, i will complete things to a chapter, if not fully before i move on to another. maybe that explain why during exam period its ultra duperly stress. since u see all the modules' notes on desks awaiting you to clear yet dunno how to start.
i am always confused then.
i am selfish too. wants things fast, greedy for more. thats explain my ever present worried-ness. so much so that it got too obvious recently. i worry abt anything under the sun till mum scolded me the other day. HAHA! then my parents keep telling me to relax. and of cos my weekly trip to the chi doc prove so too. my BP is so low. and ya plus some part of my pulse tells the anxiety in me. the doc from clinic and hospitals suspects some anxiety too and that i am suffering from some migrane. lots of things huh.
but i think one day i dun go think abt all these. i must have been a changed person. HAHA i carry a lot of responsibilities that i feel i should. i wont drop them but maybe i will consider sharing. but i dunno how to share with others so i accept it.
and ask me if work is stressed? my life is stress? i will tell u no. cos i ahve been living with this kind of 'habit' for god-knows-when. i still know i am happy. jus a little dangerous. haha.
oops, its such a long entry while at work. oops. haha.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
