then i cant remember anything much. just heard from my parents that my mum been thru a lot trying to give birth to me. so yup. it was a hard time and after trying vv hard to get me out naturally, the doc decide to op me out instaed. and by the time i was out, i already has an alienish head that looks vv like a corn (a result from all the force and pressure when trying to get me out) and my dad first comment was "ewww, so ugly de." haha. and yup that me.
for the rest of my toddler years, i couldnt vv much remember, cos i dun have super good memory and i believe even with super good memory we cant rmb it too for sure. i dunno when i started to do my first flip, when i first started to crawl, or when i stood my first step. but i knew from young, my family has one extra member. thats back then. our dearest doggie - sandy. she is a dear. a very nice chihuahua that was there in my house even before i was born. she is so small that she can hide in any corner of the house or jus sleep next to me without being a threat. because of my arrival, she has 'suffered' quite sometime. cos love is on me then.
mum continued to work. so at an age of dunno what? i was brought to my babysitter. i call her 'auntie mama' and she is a caring and sweet woman. she herself has 4 daughters and now most of them has settled down and has a family on their own. its a pity taht i didnt visit her tht often le(ard 2-3 years). dunno how she is doing -- maybe when i am free i should pop down once again. i was liek the first kid she looked after and i was a good girl (haha!) back then so yup she took into another boy - 'Hong Hong' to look after. we played together with her youngest daughter -- Chew Ting, everyday after her school. both of us always look forward for her coming back cos she will bring us down and then she will buy snacks for us. the first snack that i got and rmbed till know will be the crab flavoured snack, you know those kid taht u seen mixed in kacang putih. Love them to bits. it cost like jus 50 cents the most for a huge packet. so yup we always munch on our way back.
thats in hougang. where all the good food is. now stalls had shifted and it got harder to locate wher have they moved to. but whenever i am back there, i will pig myself up. wolf everything i can grab hold on. thats explain my size now.
thinking of which, before i start on my kindergarten days, i should mentioned abt neighbours back then. they were friendlier and yup of cos there is more interaction. our family were particularing close with this teochew family one floor above ours. there werent lift on every floor back then so we have to take the steps up a floor where this family lived. my mum called the mother of the family Ah Huang. but till now i still dunno whether thats cos of their surname. anyway, there are 2 kids in the family, the eldest - a girl, ard my age and the younger - a boy closer to my bro age. we were quite close and we always go over to each other place to play. but i always rmb how my bro got super irritated by that boy. HAHA. my bro call the boy "OR KI" which means mole in hokkien cos the boy has a mole and that he always thinks he is super adult and thus 'vv no big no small'. ge has the habit of calling my bro 'Ah boy" when he is like younger than my bro, to my bro only the adults can call him that so they always end up having verbal wars but still they had lots of fun playing together. kids ma. haha...
oops, jus realized i move abi too fast le. my bro was out only when i was in preschool.. haha. so i fast forward a little too much le .will touch on preschool in the next entry. till now i hve touch on approximately 4 to 5 years of my life. vaugue memories jus some points thts worth mentioning. :))
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as for today. i did nth much. jus know that i need to be fit and ya and that the tuition kid owe me money which ya. i am broke know how? tmr must go draw le.
made a trip to the temple and yup when i threw the thing, greatgrandma indicate to me the implication of my dreams. maybe its jus conincidence. or maybe she is telling me to live life to the fullest as for now. when the time is up, its time. live with no regret.
then i cant remember anything much. just heard from my parents that my mum been thru a lot trying to give birth to me. so yup. it was a hard time and after trying vv hard to get me out naturally, the doc decide to op me out instaed. and by the time i was out, i already has an alienish head that looks vv like a corn (a result from all the force and pressure when trying to get me out) and my dad first comment was "ewww, so ugly de." haha. and yup that me.
for the rest of my toddler years, i couldnt vv much remember, cos i dun have super good memory and i believe even with super good memory we cant rmb it too for sure. i dunno when i started to do my first flip, when i first started to crawl, or when i stood my first step. but i knew from young, my family has one extra member. thats back then. our dearest doggie - sandy. she is a dear. a very nice chihuahua that was there in my house even before i was born. she is so small that she can hide in any corner of the house or jus sleep next to me without being a threat. because of my arrival, she has 'suffered' quite sometime. cos love is on me then.
mum continued to work. so at an age of dunno what? i was brought to my babysitter. i call her 'auntie mama' and she is a caring and sweet woman. she herself has 4 daughters and now most of them has settled down and has a family on their own. its a pity taht i didnt visit her tht often le(ard 2-3 years). dunno how she is doing -- maybe when i am free i should pop down once again. i was liek the first kid she looked after and i was a good girl (haha!) back then so yup she took into another boy - 'Hong Hong' to look after. we played together with her youngest daughter -- Chew Ting, everyday after her school. both of us always look forward for her coming back cos she will bring us down and then she will buy snacks for us. the first snack that i got and rmbed till know will be the crab flavoured snack, you know those kid taht u seen mixed in kacang putih. Love them to bits. it cost like jus 50 cents the most for a huge packet. so yup we always munch on our way back.
thats in hougang. where all the good food is. now stalls had shifted and it got harder to locate wher have they moved to. but whenever i am back there, i will pig myself up. wolf everything i can grab hold on. thats explain my size now.
thinking of which, before i start on my kindergarten days, i should mentioned abt neighbours back then. they were friendlier and yup of cos there is more interaction. our family were particularing close with this teochew family one floor above ours. there werent lift on every floor back then so we have to take the steps up a floor where this family lived. my mum called the mother of the family Ah Huang. but till now i still dunno whether thats cos of their surname. anyway, there are 2 kids in the family, the eldest - a girl, ard my age and the younger - a boy closer to my bro age. we were quite close and we always go over to each other place to play. but i always rmb how my bro got super irritated by that boy. HAHA. my bro call the boy "OR KI" which means mole in hokkien cos the boy has a mole and that he always thinks he is super adult and thus 'vv no big no small'. ge has the habit of calling my bro 'Ah boy" when he is like younger than my bro, to my bro only the adults can call him that so they always end up having verbal wars but still they had lots of fun playing together. kids ma. haha...
oops, jus realized i move abi too fast le. my bro was out only when i was in preschool.. haha. so i fast forward a little too much le .will touch on preschool in the next entry. till now i hve touch on approximately 4 to 5 years of my life. vaugue memories jus some points thts worth mentioning. :))
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as for today. i did nth much. jus know that i need to be fit and ya and that the tuition kid owe me money which ya. i am broke know how? tmr must go draw le.
made a trip to the temple and yup when i threw the thing, greatgrandma indicate to me the implication of my dreams. maybe its jus conincidence. or maybe she is telling me to live life to the fullest as for now. when the time is up, its time. live with no regret.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little