the whole sem which is make up of 14 weeks are 1/7 gone.
so far my timetable are ok. supposed to be one of the best le. but i still having some trouble living with the on-off migrane of mine. yup.
was surfing around and suddenly i jus felt rather empty. i guessed many times things said are easy, to get it done is real difficult. i keep telling myself to be confident. not bother that much but guess it cant be help. maybe i am jus easilt jealous. too sensitive. expect too much. but is it all wrong to do that.
i feel that giving is something that shouldnt be asked for. its natural and willingly done. but i feel that i have been talking too much. so much that sometimes i jus try to psycho myself that all i heard were true. and when things turn out otherwise, it really hurts.
what do i mean by being giving. to me is that i respect the other person. set the priority right. no secrets. it might also imply that if he/she hurt me, i take it real hard. real hard but i choose toremain silent. do you love a person simply because she is nice to talk to? or that she is too easy to get. to you like a person because he is there for you to complain? or that he always tell you sweet little things. or was it because \whenever in need, the first person that strike you is him.
i think all these are reasons but not the main reasons. you can easily find a girl that is nice to talk to, you can say you are not good at words yet willingly wanna strike a conversation w other girls. you might feel that she is easy to get, so you toy with her feelings. you might think he is there to listen to your complain, but there are others out there who are better listener. or it might turn out to be a disaster when he cant even be found or reached. sweet little things out from the mouth, doesnt equates to that of the heart.
so whats the real and actual reasons of staying together, to believe that he/she is the right one in yr life. i always thought i knew it. been through the so called toughest ns period. been through the so called honeymoon period right at the start. but suddenly this statement from my teacher strike me.
"you love the person for who he/she is, not what you are when you are with him"
is this ever right? this sentence is what i have been living with for this past years. does it make me happier, or it make more a fool. i not sure. really not sure leh.
one thing i can be real sure is that, when it hurts, each and everytime i think about it, and indeed it hurts so much, i knew that he still affects me a lot. and affects me implies that he still took a up a huge piece in my heart.
the whole sem which is make up of 14 weeks are 1/7 gone.
so far my timetable are ok. supposed to be one of the best le. but i still having some trouble living with the on-off migrane of mine. yup.
was surfing around and suddenly i jus felt rather empty. i guessed many times things said are easy, to get it done is real difficult. i keep telling myself to be confident. not bother that much but guess it cant be help. maybe i am jus easilt jealous. too sensitive. expect too much. but is it all wrong to do that.
i feel that giving is something that shouldnt be asked for. its natural and willingly done. but i feel that i have been talking too much. so much that sometimes i jus try to psycho myself that all i heard were true. and when things turn out otherwise, it really hurts.
what do i mean by being giving. to me is that i respect the other person. set the priority right. no secrets. it might also imply that if he/she hurt me, i take it real hard. real hard but i choose toremain silent. do you love a person simply because she is nice to talk to? or that she is too easy to get. to you like a person because he is there for you to complain? or that he always tell you sweet little things. or was it because \whenever in need, the first person that strike you is him.
i think all these are reasons but not the main reasons. you can easily find a girl that is nice to talk to, you can say you are not good at words yet willingly wanna strike a conversation w other girls. you might feel that she is easy to get, so you toy with her feelings. you might think he is there to listen to your complain, but there are others out there who are better listener. or it might turn out to be a disaster when he cant even be found or reached. sweet little things out from the mouth, doesnt equates to that of the heart.
so whats the real and actual reasons of staying together, to believe that he/she is the right one in yr life. i always thought i knew it. been through the so called toughest ns period. been through the so called honeymoon period right at the start. but suddenly this statement from my teacher strike me.
"you love the person for who he/she is, not what you are when you are with him"
is this ever right? this sentence is what i have been living with for this past years. does it make me happier, or it make more a fool. i not sure. really not sure leh.
one thing i can be real sure is that, when it hurts, each and everytime i think about it, and indeed it hurts so much, i knew that he still affects me a lot. and affects me implies that he still took a up a huge piece in my heart.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
