the bad days are over. and i hope it really meant it by being over. i have so far cleared 306 presentation with 304 coming right after the recess week. but before that its gg to be another 306 quiz 1 the week after next
omg. 306 really scary and terrible. its all financial stuff and me here sucks at them. i mean i have nvr been good at financial management modules and to believe that one of my better fren in sch is taking BF double specs. well, she not taht good at organization management side. but the key here is, i still sucks at FM. oh my..
the end of year final paper is gg to be a headache as well. 3 paper in 2 days. night paper for TCm, followed by morn paper for 306 then malay night paper. then upcoming will be the intensive interview for job one after another. wee.. thats a bit scary and i am getting all stress up jus thinking abt that.
the schedule for the BIG4 thingy is out. exact date, what to do etc is all out. if u are good and i hope i am.(at least be blessed w some luck) the placement should be out before the next sem.
i sort of worry for this coming wed. my first psycho visit. well, really worried. i dun like the idea of having someone poking in and drilling me hard on the points that i hate to be reminded of. i know tahts being weak and coward. but i dun like the feeling. jus like the tj counsellor did. drilled in right at the place that hurts lots. and then i cant control anymore. hope its gg to be a better this time round.
i will work hard ba. been thinking for the past 2 hours abt what it meant to be happy. about my soon to end study, abt my relationship, about my job is gg to start in less than a year time. abt my soon to come 21st birthday. abt how much i valued him. abt the upcoming interviews, and how to handle them. abt the grad trip. abt the many many many many things that are gg to happen soon..
i really hate being such a prefectionist. cos of that i hate uncertainty tot the core. cos of that i cant take things one at a time. because of that i wish and hope things to be smooth sailing.. BUT it is because of that that i am able to be who i am today. be taking accountancy, be writing neatly, by being organised.. by being the eldest in the family, by being such strong thinker. BUT... (its nver gg to end, there are both good and bad ways to everything)
the bad days are over. and i hope it really meant it by being over. i have so far cleared 306 presentation with 304 coming right after the recess week. but before that its gg to be another 306 quiz 1 the week after next
omg. 306 really scary and terrible. its all financial stuff and me here sucks at them. i mean i have nvr been good at financial management modules and to believe that one of my better fren in sch is taking BF double specs. well, she not taht good at organization management side. but the key here is, i still sucks at FM. oh my..
the end of year final paper is gg to be a headache as well. 3 paper in 2 days. night paper for TCm, followed by morn paper for 306 then malay night paper. then upcoming will be the intensive interview for job one after another. wee.. thats a bit scary and i am getting all stress up jus thinking abt that.
the schedule for the BIG4 thingy is out. exact date, what to do etc is all out. if u are good and i hope i am.(at least be blessed w some luck) the placement should be out before the next sem.
i sort of worry for this coming wed. my first psycho visit. well, really worried. i dun like the idea of having someone poking in and drilling me hard on the points that i hate to be reminded of. i know tahts being weak and coward. but i dun like the feeling. jus like the tj counsellor did. drilled in right at the place that hurts lots. and then i cant control anymore. hope its gg to be a better this time round.
i will work hard ba. been thinking for the past 2 hours abt what it meant to be happy. about my soon to end study, abt my relationship, about my job is gg to start in less than a year time. abt my soon to come 21st birthday. abt how much i valued him. abt the upcoming interviews, and how to handle them. abt the grad trip. abt the many many many many things that are gg to happen soon..
i really hate being such a prefectionist. cos of that i hate uncertainty tot the core. cos of that i cant take things one at a time. because of that i wish and hope things to be smooth sailing.. BUT it is because of that that i am able to be who i am today. be taking accountancy, be writing neatly, by being organised.. by being the eldest in the family, by being such strong thinker. BUT... (its nver gg to end, there are both good and bad ways to everything)
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
