there is actuall this blog site that i have set up called "to you and for me to tell you" sound rather stupid but i really thought i have lots to say about this 2 year plus about us. no prizes to those who guess to whom this page is for. but anywhere, whenever i logged in, i jus dunno how to continue typing. cos there are many things that words cant describe.
been thru 304 quiz then 306 quiz 1. coming week will be malay CA 1 and 306 Quiz 2. quiz 2 is on freaking conso, which well rely a lot on double entry aka AA101 and also AA201. started to regret back then why i didnt put in much effort on all these modules.
finished up teh four set of applications. i wonder if i will get shortlisted given this chui result of mine. i keep telling myself not to go think abt it. concentrate on the current papers. do and prepare myself for the coming exams and interviews. but things are easier said then done. right now besides planning and keep seeing myself in the future -- what will i be like, what will i be doing.. i could not think of any pther things. i know i am alr on the track to the final exam boost but something seem to be holding me back. like what hc said, might have got to be my problem of thinking and planning. giving myself the expectations, trying to make all uncertainty SEEM certain to me.
i jus cant stop, thats the key. the poor mind jus wondered on and on. i even went so far ahead to ask myself where i should be and how should i live my life at the age of 40. i think i am seriously in deep shit. the random thoughts and crazy spin are driving me a little nutty. hmmm.. i have to control it. mavis told me being a strong think is the key. too strong that i ride my poor emotions with my thoughts and that THOUGHTS ARE ACTUALLY NOT REALITY. they are unreal. but what can i do. i really have hell lots of expectations out of myself BUT thinking here is stopping my progress in this real part of my life. vexed...
exam coming in say 3 weeks time. well.. i am again worried.
there is actuall this blog site that i have set up called "to you and for me to tell you" sound rather stupid but i really thought i have lots to say about this 2 year plus about us. no prizes to those who guess to whom this page is for. but anywhere, whenever i logged in, i jus dunno how to continue typing. cos there are many things that words cant describe.
been thru 304 quiz then 306 quiz 1. coming week will be malay CA 1 and 306 Quiz 2. quiz 2 is on freaking conso, which well rely a lot on double entry aka AA101 and also AA201. started to regret back then why i didnt put in much effort on all these modules.
finished up teh four set of applications. i wonder if i will get shortlisted given this chui result of mine. i keep telling myself not to go think abt it. concentrate on the current papers. do and prepare myself for the coming exams and interviews. but things are easier said then done. right now besides planning and keep seeing myself in the future -- what will i be like, what will i be doing.. i could not think of any pther things. i know i am alr on the track to the final exam boost but something seem to be holding me back. like what hc said, might have got to be my problem of thinking and planning. giving myself the expectations, trying to make all uncertainty SEEM certain to me.
i jus cant stop, thats the key. the poor mind jus wondered on and on. i even went so far ahead to ask myself where i should be and how should i live my life at the age of 40. i think i am seriously in deep shit. the random thoughts and crazy spin are driving me a little nutty. hmmm.. i have to control it. mavis told me being a strong think is the key. too strong that i ride my poor emotions with my thoughts and that THOUGHTS ARE ACTUALLY NOT REALITY. they are unreal. but what can i do. i really have hell lots of expectations out of myself BUT thinking here is stopping my progress in this real part of my life. vexed...
exam coming in say 3 weeks time. well.. i am again worried.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
