hmm.. YEAR 3 SEM 1 has officially ended for me jus yesterday..
i should have been expected myself to be more relAX but it seem a little weird.. 306 was easier than what i have expected -- at least i uds the qns. but the issue here isnt just abt understanding . at the end of the day, FI still un-do-able. Malay -- a mere 2 hrs mugging for it. if i have studied and not SU, believe me, sure can score de. thou it difficult, but imagine i only study for 2 hrs and still manage to do it to a certain extent. cant be too bad if i have studied. only balme it on myself.
day 1 of the holiday really past vv weirdly.. i dunno how is it best to describe the feeling but yup.. a little uneasy and 'gao wei' (hokkien if you know..)
firstly i wake up at my usual 8. i wanted to sleep more but yup.. didnt manage to. so i wake up.. doing some reading of my papers. i know AL and gang are gg to sentosa today and i seriously hope they have fun. but since dear is having his paper, i tot it was only 'morally' right for me to give him fullest support by staying on this island so that i will be in touch w him whenever he needed. :)
then, off i switch on my lappie that finally came home after like more than half a month. maybe he has only been away for less than that but it seem rather long thou.. it feel good for it to be back, esp when its back on the RIGHT TIME. did some random surfing and my fingers suddenly itch real lots to do some serious shopping. i know it will cos some tertiary damage to my wallet.. but the issue here is that whether this damage is even possible. (simply cos i am a poor chap, with lots of debts to clear off by coming may 2009)
then in the afternoon, i went ahead with the schedule 'shopping' with my mum. have to get my bday stuff done but yup.. more of comparing prices, deciding what are the things that i have to get first or later. i got really tired shopping for groceries for like half the day. it doesnt seem like those whereby its a class chalet thing so everything jus chop chop get it done one day before. class chalet we jsu have to make do with whatever class fund we have and get the cheapest items on the shelf..
mine was really like err.. have specific items taht they want etc. i dun mind taht as long as ppl that come on that day jus enjoy themselves dun feel bored abt it. BUT.. i have some extreme pessimistic thoughts/dreams that my frens will all disappear off from earth that day! ah...
then, my fridge is too small to start putting in all the item taht i am gg to buy.. so everything is currently on hold but i predict or rather can savely say that a bomb will arrive soon.
back home, i stoned -> which is NOW. not sure of what to do next.
there are like a millions things. well, only 10 for now.
more groceries shopping
bday deco stuff - which i really intend to dump it aside
bbq-ers recruiting since most of cousins will have work or the stand chart run
clothes for the day - i dun think i wanna appear in something that ppl know its from my existing cupboard, no fancy dressing up cos i jus wanna be comfortable but at least a new set of clothes?
wishlist - haha! which i thought will be rather useful (maybe i should blog it since i alr have many items i wanna get for myself)
clear up my primary and sec scholl material which can to many ppl horror still sitting somewhere in my room
pack my uni materials and tidy up my cupboard - bwang all those clothes and things taht i dun use
prep for some interview thing BUT maybe that wont even be needed cos, i receive no call from anyone. sigh.. i am a gonna. starting to worry if i was such a blur pok that i place diff company doc into diff envelope and didnt submit PwC entries. OMG! horror horror horror! the more i think abt it the more likely i feel its gonna happened or it really did. my god... :(
start getting myself into reading biz stuff.. at least a bit if not prep for next sem cos the scott book i have 50% photocopied in my hse now. -- i need to at least do something abt it. what if i am not even shortlisted for interview given this bad market ahead and that i so CHUI? cant help but to blame myself for the CMI grades...
HAVE FUN AND RELAX. of cos at the same time think abt what if i dun get any calls or any jobs. boo..
so anyone out there who care for me, please ans my call and pray for me to get at least a job application successful. thats a wonderful bday present for me. haha..
in conclusion, after removing worries from papers, may i introduce you *drum roll* my newest worries.
hmm.. YEAR 3 SEM 1 has officially ended for me jus yesterday..
i should have been expected myself to be more relAX but it seem a little weird.. 306 was easier than what i have expected -- at least i uds the qns. but the issue here isnt just abt understanding . at the end of the day, FI still un-do-able. Malay -- a mere 2 hrs mugging for it. if i have studied and not SU, believe me, sure can score de. thou it difficult, but imagine i only study for 2 hrs and still manage to do it to a certain extent. cant be too bad if i have studied. only balme it on myself.
day 1 of the holiday really past vv weirdly.. i dunno how is it best to describe the feeling but yup.. a little uneasy and 'gao wei' (hokkien if you know..)
firstly i wake up at my usual 8. i wanted to sleep more but yup.. didnt manage to. so i wake up.. doing some reading of my papers. i know AL and gang are gg to sentosa today and i seriously hope they have fun. but since dear is having his paper, i tot it was only 'morally' right for me to give him fullest support by staying on this island so that i will be in touch w him whenever he needed. :)
then, off i switch on my lappie that finally came home after like more than half a month. maybe he has only been away for less than that but it seem rather long thou.. it feel good for it to be back, esp when its back on the RIGHT TIME. did some random surfing and my fingers suddenly itch real lots to do some serious shopping. i know it will cos some tertiary damage to my wallet.. but the issue here is that whether this damage is even possible. (simply cos i am a poor chap, with lots of debts to clear off by coming may 2009)
then in the afternoon, i went ahead with the schedule 'shopping' with my mum. have to get my bday stuff done but yup.. more of comparing prices, deciding what are the things that i have to get first or later. i got really tired shopping for groceries for like half the day. it doesnt seem like those whereby its a class chalet thing so everything jus chop chop get it done one day before. class chalet we jsu have to make do with whatever class fund we have and get the cheapest items on the shelf..
mine was really like err.. have specific items taht they want etc. i dun mind taht as long as ppl that come on that day jus enjoy themselves dun feel bored abt it. BUT.. i have some extreme pessimistic thoughts/dreams that my frens will all disappear off from earth that day! ah...
then, my fridge is too small to start putting in all the item taht i am gg to buy.. so everything is currently on hold but i predict or rather can savely say that a bomb will arrive soon.
back home, i stoned -> which is NOW. not sure of what to do next.
there are like a millions things. well, only 10 for now.
more groceries shopping
bday deco stuff - which i really intend to dump it aside
bbq-ers recruiting since most of cousins will have work or the stand chart run
clothes for the day - i dun think i wanna appear in something that ppl know its from my existing cupboard, no fancy dressing up cos i jus wanna be comfortable but at least a new set of clothes?
wishlist - haha! which i thought will be rather useful (maybe i should blog it since i alr have many items i wanna get for myself)
clear up my primary and sec scholl material which can to many ppl horror still sitting somewhere in my room
pack my uni materials and tidy up my cupboard - bwang all those clothes and things taht i dun use
prep for some interview thing BUT maybe that wont even be needed cos, i receive no call from anyone. sigh.. i am a gonna. starting to worry if i was such a blur pok that i place diff company doc into diff envelope and didnt submit PwC entries. OMG! horror horror horror! the more i think abt it the more likely i feel its gonna happened or it really did. my god... :(
start getting myself into reading biz stuff.. at least a bit if not prep for next sem cos the scott book i have 50% photocopied in my hse now. -- i need to at least do something abt it. what if i am not even shortlisted for interview given this bad market ahead and that i so CHUI? cant help but to blame myself for the CMI grades...
HAVE FUN AND RELAX. of cos at the same time think abt what if i dun get any calls or any jobs. boo..
so anyone out there who care for me, please ans my call and pray for me to get at least a job application successful. thats a wonderful bday present for me. haha..
in conclusion, after removing worries from papers, may i introduce you *drum roll* my newest worries.
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
my worries never end
