its now FRIDAY and the list of TO DO now sit in my notebook ALL (95%) unchecked. OMG.
i slack the dfirst sat and sun off thinking i wanna give myself a good break from all the stress that are packed up for 7 weeks. Monday an tues were spend doing project for 301 and its not yet completed. vv demanding i would say. then on the 2 nights, i had 2 bday dinner to attend to, one for yy and the other mt. plus, on tues, i slipped and fall on my heels and now have a swollen butt. so its actually a rather happening and busy 2 days. wed, i went back to sch for cesim round 4 and presentation and the meeting lasted for half a day before i head down to lib to borrow book for AED281 and travel guides for my grad trip.
and now to announce that we have offically book the air tix, all is gg to proceed. yay! first trip with the BOD and w dear. looking forward to this vv special trip. looking back, this group of frens have been w me for 5 years, from the not so familiar to the 'ripe till rot' kinda situations, we shared some memories that are too special to us. there is beloved jy, who nvr fail to make me luff at his stupidity and i emphasize is HIS stupidity not mine. haha... he listens and he listens and yup, thats him. there is lw and i shouldnt say much abt him, there is mr.heng- brainy and funny and yy the aspiring teacher to be. well, we did move on, making more frens, having diff work, study diff courses, advance at different speed. i will be the first to grad and thats why, this trip not jus mark our first trip tgt as the BOD, but also my grad trip.
i settled for the whole of thurs, with a short break in between to see LKP at TTSH, we confirmed and would be heading down to Hong Kong. hope all is fine. ROAR! excited.
then, on the other side, i am fighting and working hard. for the last year final sem. for the final half a sem. and coming up i knew there is gg to be lots of challenges, be it a r/s(which i am really trying and doing my best, praying hard that dear know what i meant each and everytime), there is the issue of graduating and also getting use to my job.
its a whole new thing for me. real new. the issue of money will stepped in, we grow and mature in certain areas, while on the end, there is the certain activities will tone down. i know so far taht things will get a little rough here and there, and i would and should embraced it. is it jus a matter of time? or habit? i myself isnt sure...
but for now, its still sch work. still sch work and finally still sch work.
saying is easier than doing it.
ask me not to worry abt work, money, family, upcoming challenges be it in rs or life. i would say i cant nt think abt it, and worst i cant not worry for it. weee... why am i such an ironic person.
i jus wan everything fast good and quick. everything certain, happy and secured. greedy me. i want everything to fast forward. stop and let me see where i will be in 10 years? but taht is against the natural works of life, isnt it. but i always and i really mean ALWAYS, wanna all things to come on fast, get settled fast and wanna think a lot of things at one go, do alot of things at one go. maybe i am still alittle young. maybe when i am 25 i wished all things will jus for goodness slow down. *shrug* i dunno...
its really hard for me to explain this feeling. its like one moment 'aiya, why not jus do korean, since there is so much to do' , the second moment' hey, there is a 301 quiz on tues, 8 sem materials, study for it' then the third moment ' work how ar, what will my work at kp be like', the fourth moment ' is all gg to be alrite for us', fifth moment ' how? how?...' and this never end. and hello, this jus within a short span of 3 minutes the most. i think u guys reasing it will get what i meant. in the end, i got nth done, after all the assuring.
i think i should really stop thinking.. and move on everyday as it is gg to be something that make a difference to me. i will love this life of mine, because of family, friends, loved ones and work. and becaue i am me. 修养is the key. be a better person, the goals and dreams in my life. hit all challenges, show attitudes and believe that it work. haha... if and IF i can...
its now FRIDAY and the list of TO DO now sit in my notebook ALL (95%) unchecked. OMG.
i slack the dfirst sat and sun off thinking i wanna give myself a good break from all the stress that are packed up for 7 weeks. Monday an tues were spend doing project for 301 and its not yet completed. vv demanding i would say. then on the 2 nights, i had 2 bday dinner to attend to, one for yy and the other mt. plus, on tues, i slipped and fall on my heels and now have a swollen butt. so its actually a rather happening and busy 2 days. wed, i went back to sch for cesim round 4 and presentation and the meeting lasted for half a day before i head down to lib to borrow book for AED281 and travel guides for my grad trip.
and now to announce that we have offically book the air tix, all is gg to proceed. yay! first trip with the BOD and w dear. looking forward to this vv special trip. looking back, this group of frens have been w me for 5 years, from the not so familiar to the 'ripe till rot' kinda situations, we shared some memories that are too special to us. there is beloved jy, who nvr fail to make me luff at his stupidity and i emphasize is HIS stupidity not mine. haha... he listens and he listens and yup, thats him. there is lw and i shouldnt say much abt him, there is mr.heng- brainy and funny and yy the aspiring teacher to be. well, we did move on, making more frens, having diff work, study diff courses, advance at different speed. i will be the first to grad and thats why, this trip not jus mark our first trip tgt as the BOD, but also my grad trip.
i settled for the whole of thurs, with a short break in between to see LKP at TTSH, we confirmed and would be heading down to Hong Kong. hope all is fine. ROAR! excited.
then, on the other side, i am fighting and working hard. for the last year final sem. for the final half a sem. and coming up i knew there is gg to be lots of challenges, be it a r/s(which i am really trying and doing my best, praying hard that dear know what i meant each and everytime), there is the issue of graduating and also getting use to my job.
its a whole new thing for me. real new. the issue of money will stepped in, we grow and mature in certain areas, while on the end, there is the certain activities will tone down. i know so far taht things will get a little rough here and there, and i would and should embraced it. is it jus a matter of time? or habit? i myself isnt sure...
but for now, its still sch work. still sch work and finally still sch work.
saying is easier than doing it.
ask me not to worry abt work, money, family, upcoming challenges be it in rs or life. i would say i cant nt think abt it, and worst i cant not worry for it. weee... why am i such an ironic person.
i jus wan everything fast good and quick. everything certain, happy and secured. greedy me. i want everything to fast forward. stop and let me see where i will be in 10 years? but taht is against the natural works of life, isnt it. but i always and i really mean ALWAYS, wanna all things to come on fast, get settled fast and wanna think a lot of things at one go, do alot of things at one go. maybe i am still alittle young. maybe when i am 25 i wished all things will jus for goodness slow down. *shrug* i dunno...
its really hard for me to explain this feeling. its like one moment 'aiya, why not jus do korean, since there is so much to do' , the second moment' hey, there is a 301 quiz on tues, 8 sem materials, study for it' then the third moment ' work how ar, what will my work at kp be like', the fourth moment ' is all gg to be alrite for us', fifth moment ' how? how?...' and this never end. and hello, this jus within a short span of 3 minutes the most. i think u guys reasing it will get what i meant. in the end, i got nth done, after all the assuring.
i think i should really stop thinking.. and move on everyday as it is gg to be something that make a difference to me. i will love this life of mine, because of family, friends, loved ones and work. and becaue i am me. 修养is the key. be a better person, the goals and dreams in my life. hit all challenges, show attitudes and believe that it work. haha... if and IF i can...
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
ironic me
