tmr marks the start of my permanent job at one of the big4, wondering what will it be like. excited? ehem... ya. worried? yeah! wonder how will the ppl be there like? backstabber ard? probably yes, whenever there are humans ard.. BUT nevertheless i pray hard for nice seniors and managers and of cos, nice fellow team mates. and i pray for good working hrs.. and one day we will be able to claim OT! haha...
yesterday was a bad night, i keep waking up sweating all over, guess i am a little heaty and yup... too much rubbish-hy worries in my little brain. well well, tmr will be a great start i hope. i am like one of the smallest roles in office starting tmr, i wont have much say and even more so when it comes to the control i have over what i wanna do. it will be the situation whereby i will have to slowly make my way up to and work day in day out till where i can bring myself to..
then i tried to work out my expenses and stuf.. wee.. suddenly i realized i cant be really counting up to two digits like i used to. the monthly expenses that i have to keep up to is no longer the one hundred dollars i could survive on ever since jc days. back then, a hundred bucks could last me for a month, and sometimes i could even save 20 dollars out of the hundreds. i could rush home for lunch or dinner and transport is a mere 55cents per trip. i can choose to eat canteen food over hawker or taht hawker food is only 2 dollrs max. however, now its no longer the case. mum told be i will be vv unhappy if i cont to see money as what i am doing now. cos when u work, u have to spend! i mean i know all these but i am a 'stingy pok' when i need to spend on myself. seriously... even my senior back at KLP keep telling me taht the fact that i keep having 20 bucks in my pocket for a working adult will drive u nuts. HAHA..
everything is gonna be a new challenge, a new start and as for my personal life, a very new beginning... hopeing for the best.
my wishlist never ends, now i understand why handbags, clothes, shoes, facial products are women best friends. but first of all..u need money to have those! yup!
tmr marks the start of my permanent job at one of the big4, wondering what will it be like. excited? ehem... ya. worried? yeah! wonder how will the ppl be there like? backstabber ard? probably yes, whenever there are humans ard.. BUT nevertheless i pray hard for nice seniors and managers and of cos, nice fellow team mates. and i pray for good working hrs.. and one day we will be able to claim OT! haha...
yesterday was a bad night, i keep waking up sweating all over, guess i am a little heaty and yup... too much rubbish-hy worries in my little brain. well well, tmr will be a great start i hope. i am like one of the smallest roles in office starting tmr, i wont have much say and even more so when it comes to the control i have over what i wanna do. it will be the situation whereby i will have to slowly make my way up to and work day in day out till where i can bring myself to..
then i tried to work out my expenses and stuf.. wee.. suddenly i realized i cant be really counting up to two digits like i used to. the monthly expenses that i have to keep up to is no longer the one hundred dollars i could survive on ever since jc days. back then, a hundred bucks could last me for a month, and sometimes i could even save 20 dollars out of the hundreds. i could rush home for lunch or dinner and transport is a mere 55cents per trip. i can choose to eat canteen food over hawker or taht hawker food is only 2 dollrs max. however, now its no longer the case. mum told be i will be vv unhappy if i cont to see money as what i am doing now. cos when u work, u have to spend! i mean i know all these but i am a 'stingy pok' when i need to spend on myself. seriously... even my senior back at KLP keep telling me taht the fact that i keep having 20 bucks in my pocket for a working adult will drive u nuts. HAHA..
everything is gonna be a new challenge, a new start and as for my personal life, a very new beginning... hopeing for the best.
my wishlist never ends, now i understand why handbags, clothes, shoes, facial products are women best friends. but first of all..u need money to have those! yup!
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
