all core papers over.. now its jus a elective left.. till the time clock now i still havent start on anything.. bleatx i will start after this ba.. and at least really study for it properly..
and there are like some little swell hidden in my left leg.. its getting painful even when walking.. whats wrong?!! i have to go see doc soon le.. cos i dun wanna be lame during chalets and for all the fun thats waiting for me..
as for work for the holiday..ermm.. i think i will bum ard a little while i look for jobs.. but vv tempted to go back to teaching leh.. see how.. cos the hrs are fixed and i sorta enjoyed it.. but also must have school wan me.. for the time being i shall continue surviving with the help of my pathtic savings then (from working previously) and tuition..
i used up like some much resources this sem.. for the studying period for the EOS i alr used up like 3 pens, 1 foolscap pad.. haldf a bottle of liquid paper.. and 'seriously' ingured my poor middle finger.. haha.. thats how hiong and exam can be..
have a bad nightmare yesterday.. haha.. i think i am really not use to all those things yet yar.. first time ba being serious in a r/s.. yarr better go slow ba.. when i look and think back i feel its so unlike myself.. haha.. yupz.. its me and my character.. i hope i will be understood as who i am.. thats me.. its jus i am a little slow on that.. insensitive maybe.. first time ma having another person in my life.. i knew perhaps most or all girls will be fine.. me fine too.. jus it took me more time.. i hope and guess u will understand.. :)
its the same when it comes to handling our emotions.. its over first time we learn to handle it cos of others.. sometimes i really tot about it if maybe it was becos we are too alike in certain ways resulting to all the minor unhappiness but there is certainly a perspective that is totally different between us.. esp when its have got to do with we-know-what.. if its gg to drag all is gg to worsen.. sometimes i jus tot if the we-know-what is that serious.. its jus no point leh.. i always feel down when that happen.. it feel that our feeling worth jus that...but i like the time we spend with each other when all was fine was memorable.. real memorable for sure.. :D
dunno why i suddenly decided to talk abt my personal relationship.. i dun really like to talk abt it in blog.. but this time round i jus tot of you when i am typing the entry.. i hope we have many- many to go on.. (not u or me having many many :P) thankz for all the time and everything.. its feels good to have known you..
all core papers over.. now its jus a elective left.. till the time clock now i still havent start on anything.. bleatx i will start after this ba.. and at least really study for it properly..
and there are like some little swell hidden in my left leg.. its getting painful even when walking.. whats wrong?!! i have to go see doc soon le.. cos i dun wanna be lame during chalets and for all the fun thats waiting for me..
as for work for the holiday..ermm.. i think i will bum ard a little while i look for jobs.. but vv tempted to go back to teaching leh.. see how.. cos the hrs are fixed and i sorta enjoyed it.. but also must have school wan me.. for the time being i shall continue surviving with the help of my pathtic savings then (from working previously) and tuition..
i used up like some much resources this sem.. for the studying period for the EOS i alr used up like 3 pens, 1 foolscap pad.. haldf a bottle of liquid paper.. and 'seriously' ingured my poor middle finger.. haha.. thats how hiong and exam can be..
have a bad nightmare yesterday.. haha.. i think i am really not use to all those things yet yar.. first time ba being serious in a r/s.. yarr better go slow ba.. when i look and think back i feel its so unlike myself.. haha.. yupz.. its me and my character.. i hope i will be understood as who i am.. thats me.. its jus i am a little slow on that.. insensitive maybe.. first time ma having another person in my life.. i knew perhaps most or all girls will be fine.. me fine too.. jus it took me more time.. i hope and guess u will understand.. :)
its the same when it comes to handling our emotions.. its over first time we learn to handle it cos of others.. sometimes i really tot about it if maybe it was becos we are too alike in certain ways resulting to all the minor unhappiness but there is certainly a perspective that is totally different between us.. esp when its have got to do with we-know-what.. if its gg to drag all is gg to worsen.. sometimes i jus tot if the we-know-what is that serious.. its jus no point leh.. i always feel down when that happen.. it feel that our feeling worth jus that...but i like the time we spend with each other when all was fine was memorable.. real memorable for sure.. :D
dunno why i suddenly decided to talk abt my personal relationship.. i dun really like to talk abt it in blog.. but this time round i jus tot of you when i am typing the entry.. i hope we have many- many to go on.. (not u or me having many many :P) thankz for all the time and everything.. its feels good to have known you..
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
