i am getting more paranoid, more depressed and at the same time more teary.. i am behaving more and more like a person who is so afraid of the outcomes of everythings that is happening ard me.. with less faith than ever, keep thinking that i could nt make vv much out of everything..
the thought that today is a sunday that marks the end of the recess week, didnt vv much lightened the mood.. i have the taxation materials from week 3 that i wanna update still left untouched and pending, a tax quiz coming up, the company law assignment that i vv much thought of how to write but not yet write.. yada yada.. whole long list of items to be done..
i can freakingly jus sit there and stone and start crying, ok thats really sound like a preety bad kind of depressed situation. i jus wanna nt be in sch for a while, take aq deep breathe and work things out systematically.. everything in my brain is all jumbled up and i dunno which step to take now.. confused confused to the max..
i prayed hard that my wishes that i made jus now will come true.. give be strength and make me believe..
emo emo emo..
can i ever make today better.. can i ever start making my brain cleared to start work.. sighx
i am getting more paranoid, more depressed and at the same time more teary.. i am behaving more and more like a person who is so afraid of the outcomes of everythings that is happening ard me.. with less faith than ever, keep thinking that i could nt make vv much out of everything..
the thought that today is a sunday that marks the end of the recess week, didnt vv much lightened the mood.. i have the taxation materials from week 3 that i wanna update still left untouched and pending, a tax quiz coming up, the company law assignment that i vv much thought of how to write but not yet write.. yada yada.. whole long list of items to be done..
i can freakingly jus sit there and stone and start crying, ok thats really sound like a preety bad kind of depressed situation. i jus wanna nt be in sch for a while, take aq deep breathe and work things out systematically.. everything in my brain is all jumbled up and i dunno which step to take now.. confused confused to the max..
i prayed hard that my wishes that i made jus now will come true.. give be strength and make me believe..
emo emo emo..
can i ever make today better.. can i ever start making my brain cleared to start work.. sighx
Pamela a simple 'yet not really so' girl
21 going 22
NTU(accountancy)graduate brand new in the the working world
loves being loved
loads of nonsense full of craps
aims to achieve the best
wanna achieve all her dreams big and little
